I had my ultrasound yesterday and it wasn't so great. The dr said I had a hemorrhage right near where the baby is supposed to attach so it increases my chance of a miscarriage.
I really shouldn't be so upset about it, it just really affected me because I had hoped we would have an easy, complication free pregnancy this time around but I guess that's just not going to happen. When the dr told me the odds were still in my favor I couldn't help but thinking that they were in my favor with Jackson too (1 in 20,000 born with his birth defect) but I still got unlucky.
Sorry for turning this into a vent, I'm just hoping and praying that this baby makes it!
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} Being newly pregnant is stressful enough without all the added worry. I get it; I spotted pretty heavily the first week I knew I was PG with EJ - enough to make it look like a normal cycle. If it weren't for those continued BFPs I would've thought I had lost that baby too. But, the spotting stopped and he developed into the beautiful baby he is now. I hope the next u/s puts your fears and nerves more at ease.