I'm going to whine about my weight. OMG it's so depressing. I found out I'll be attending some fancy partys in DC on July 4th. So at least that give me motivation to try and drop as much as I can so I look sharp.
Post by starburst604 on May 27, 2015 17:56:25 GMT -5
T left today to drive way upstate NY for his aunts funeral, 7 hour drive. I'm not looking forward to solo parenting with a newborn for the next 48 hours. We will be ok, I just really look forward to the times when he's able to relieve me when the baby has had a rough day or night.
I am an adult, why does my face keep breaking out? I am debating if I need to go see a dermatologist or if its just hormonal and weather. Usually some time at the beach with the salt water clears it right up, but that didn't work this time.
Post by pantsoffdanceoff on May 27, 2015 19:20:25 GMT -5
My dog has a hot spot right at the base of his tail. He doesn't seem especially bothered with it and just laid there while I trimmed the hairs around it and put cream on it. It just makes me so sad because I love him so much and I just want him comfortable and happy.
And typing that made me cry. I'm in a glass case of emotion!
Tomorrow is the first court date for the man that killed my niece in a car accident. We were all going to go, but nephew had a relapse and is back in the hospital with his dad and grandma and my mom, so it's probably just going to be me and my brother (who I'm still mad at). Tomorrow is going to suck....especially if he gets away with it.
I had my IUD removed this morning AND I quit smoking today. I'm crampy and super pissy tonight. The Rockets better win tonight or it's going to be a very grumpy Thursday.
I'm having a really hard time with life right now. Like every single effing aspect. I have medical debt out the ass, but because I make too much money (according to the state), I don't qualify for assistance. Yet I don't make enough money to afford my prescriptions, co-pays, medical supplies, etc. Oh and don't forget regular living expenses.
Also, I am at a standstill with my job. I know it's not going to be there forever, but I can't change jobs, or even put in applications because right now my boss is super flexible with my PT and doctor appointment schedule and I don't think a new employer would be as accommodating.
Meanwhile, I have to make appointments with my gyno, dentist, ophthalmologist, neurologist, and urologist. Somehow I have to fit all these in between work, PT, and other appointments.
Oh yeah! I got my period yesterday...for the 3rd time THIS MONTH! Kill me!
Does anyone want to just say "eff you, life!" and go to the Caribbean?? Anyone? Bueller?
((abcdefu)) I'll book the tickets to run away in the Caribbean.
I have to to write up an occurrence report/formal complaint against a surgeon that I work with. I started it and got aggravated and I'll just deal with it tomorrow. Yeah, it was a fucking shit day at work where a surgeon acted unprofessionally in front of a patient. It made my blood boil and I wish I could just punch him in the face and tattoo asshole on his forehead. BUT that would be frowned upon by the higher ups.
I went to tuck my son in and I could tell he was hiding something under the blanket. He's all "nothing to see here..." I finally find it. Half a Popsicle. Under his blanket.
Aww, hugs abcdefu. I'll gladly join you on the Caribbean trip!
Went out on a 2nd date with a guy tonight I drank too much. And made a dumb passive aggressive comment. He got irritated/angry. I feel bad. I'm usually good at keeping that in check. Ugh. Oh well. It is what it is. I apologized. He said were cool. He's fun and cute. So I do hope it didn't totally screw things up. We'll see.
I'm having a hard time with stress. Totally. Besides losing my job, my mom got in my face yesterday about my daughter. She is no longer helping me with child care, but then again we all know she's crazy most of the time. J fought me on switching the custody schedule and I had to completely bend over backward for him to make a decision that helps our daughter and me, and not just be convenient for him.
PS. I'm super annoyingly horny. BF and I have not been sleeping together. Building trust and all that. I think he's great but um, after 2 months it's kind of time. He's taking me out of town for my birthday this weekend and I'm hopeful but I'm not banking on the sex. Jesus.
The vinyl company I had spoken with 6 weeks ago bailed. I've been talking to a couple of other ones. One of them sent me the ugliest proof yesterday and then I got the price and it's 2x my budget. ugh.