I lost my temper this morning :(

[Marle]

I am so sad right now. I had a meeting at 8 with an organizing committee for an event. Totally extra curricular and voluntary activity.
Logan woke up about 10 minutes too early because he peed in his bed. So I was already cranky. I had to beg him
All morning to help mommy because we had to leave earlier than usual. The gets into these stupid discussions. "I want the clothes to be warm". "I don't want to wear this shirt" "I don't like these socks" etc. When we got to the socks I lost it. I yelled at him that mommy had a very important meeting and we needed to leave now!
Then he stared crying and didn't want to walk which made me more angry and I told him he already had made me late.

I was about 10 minutes late and found out when I got here that the meeting request they sent for two weeks for now was really a cancellation. I FUCKING MADE MY KID CRY FOR NOTHING!

I Need a drink and it's not even 9.

[nahoku]

I'm sorry, marle I've had mornings (and afternoons and nights) like that and I always feel terrible, too. Don't be too hard on yourself and give him some extra love and snuggles tonight.

[lightbulbsun]

Aw, stuff like that happens. Everyone has bad days, don't be too hard on yourself!

[jillybean]

I'm sorry. That was me yesterday. I gave G a corn muffin prior to leaving for work, she crumbled it into a million pieces, all over her clothes, couch, floor. I had to vacuum it up and I yelled at her, causing her to cry. Later that afternoon, I spoke with my mom and she told me G said she was sad because I got mad at her for making a mess and she cried. I felt like dogshit. I still feel like mother of the year. I guess we all have those days

[ThirdandLong]

Don't beat yourself up. He shouldn't have been so argumentative either. It happens to everyone.