TGIF. Had a great dinner out with one of my girlfriends last night! I had a couple of drinks because OMG work was really, really bad. Today I'm feeling anxious. I have so many things swirling around in my head that it's overwhelming.
I went to happy hour with my friends and one of them asked me to be a groomswoman in their wedding! SO EXCITED! I am like Katherine Heigl in 27 dresses-I LOVE weddings and being in weddings!
There was a guy that I flirted with but never dated when I was younger. He was really cute and a talented artist. (He lived somewhere else and for a number of reasons, nothing ever happened). I found out this AM that he died of a heroin overdose earlier this week.
Obviously I'm glad that nothing ever really happened between us. I am sorry that his life ended the way that it did. I'd heard that he got into drugs but not that he got to the point that he did. He basically succumbed to addiction. RIP.
I am so happy its friday!!! I'm leaving the office today at 1pm. Meeting my old boss for lunch to catch up. I haven't worked for her in 7 yrs and miss her every day she was the best boss ever!
"Everything happens for a reason, people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can come together." ~Marilyn Monroe
I had a date with a new guy last night. I almost cancelled because stupid things were annoying me beforehand. I am glad I didn't because we got along pretty well, he has his stuff together, and seems like a fun guy. No idea if I really like him, but worth a second date for sure. I started my period late last night, so I am assuming some of my annoyance was pms related.
I've still been seeing the runner, but knew things were going to have to end soon. He is most definitely not over his divorce (I think he is over his ex, but not the failure of the marriage if that makes sense) and he is coping with it by drinking a lot. He messaged me last night basically saying he is in a downward spiral and hes been trying to hide it from me because he likes me so much, but he is not in a good place and rushed into dating. I appreciate the honesty and glad he is self aware enough to notice it and that he pointed it out instead of me having to do it.
Going to see Jurassic world with a friend tonight, so that should be fun.
XP from ML - My divorce was supposed to be final last week. Didn't happen. My divorce was supposed to be final this week - the judge signed the decree in the wrong place. WILL IT NEVER END?!?
Post by pantsoffdanceoff on Jun 19, 2015 10:08:04 GMT -5
I leave next Saturday for Italy. I need to sit down tonight and make a list of all the things that I still need to do before I leave.
I'm taking my Grandma lunch tomorrow and then I'm taking my car to get an oil change. On Sunday I might go to a 10am showing of Jurassic Park. I love going to movies in the morning.
I'm irrationally excited about the Lifetime movie starring Kristen Wigg and Will Ferrell on Saturday night.
I'm excited because bl and another friend made tentative plans to see an outdoor movie at the end of July, I know it's far away but it seems like a really cool thing to do and I've never watched a movie outside.
I don't understand the pile-on over on ML (partly because it's just posts, not mean at all) over nicbreeful and her life. I think it's awesome she can live where she does and pursue her dream without wondering where her next meal or bottle of champagne is coming from. And I adore her pittie. (heart)
I've always liked her posts. ML is just hyper-vigilant about being lied to after having so many people turn out to be fake. However, to my knowledge, Nic has never asked for money or anything. I guess I just don't care if some of you all are fake so long as you aren't trying to get anything out of me other than advice and wit on the internet. Although, if you are 50 year old men jacking off to my posts about masturbating, I would probably care...
I'm going to TNR feral cats tonight and I'm taking my little neighbor girl with me. She's 12, I think? I love doing TNR because it feels like such an accomplishment because we're really helping the kitties. I hope my neighbor girl has fun. The director and I joked about creating the next generation of cat ladies.
I'm excited because bl and another friend made tentative plans to see an outdoor movie at the end of July, I know it's far away but it seems like a really cool thing to do and I've never watched a movie outside.
I'm going to TNR feral cats tonight and I'm taking my little neighbor girl with me. She's 12, I think? I love doing TNR because it feels like such an accomplishment because we're really helping the kitties. I hope my neighbor girl has fun. The director and I joked about creating the next generation of cat ladies.
That is awesome! They started doing this in my neighborhood and I'm so relieved. Between the cat ladies who feed the cats and the duckling season, we get feral cats in droves.
I'm going to TNR feral cats tonight and I'm taking my little neighbor girl with me. She's 12, I think? I love doing TNR because it feels like such an accomplishment because we're really helping the kitties. I hope my neighbor girl has fun. The director and I joked about creating the next generation of cat ladies.
That is awesome! They started doing this in my neighborhood and I'm so relieved. Between the cat ladies who feed the cats and the duckling season, we get feral cats in droves.
It makes a huge difference. An uncontrolled colony can grow very rapidly because cats can go into heat while they're still nursing a current litter.
I am glad it is Friday and that my period is almost done. I get so much more emotional about things, and I don't know how to deal because I am not really an emotional person beyond that...so once a month, I basically feel like a crazy person and I don't like it. It doesn't help when it falls around the same time as other things that cause a little extra tenderness.
I'm a ball of anxiety today. I had a second job interview on Wednesday (popular day for interviews!) and this morning HR emailed me to let me know they're checking references. It's a Friday during the summer and all my references are in education...so of course she couldn't get ahold of anyone. She said she'd wait until Monday, but I'm scared that she'll move on to someone who's references they CAN contact because they're running out of time. I don't want to be stressed all weekend ?
I'm feeling all out of sorts. Even my dogs are annoying me and usually I find them so comforting. Yesterday I ended up a crying mess on the floor on the phone with my mom. My life has so much wonderful to it but I'm just having a hard time with a lot of change in my life right now. Good thing I have a doctors appointment on Thursday!
Post by alleinesein on Jun 19, 2015 22:21:30 GMT -5
I had a real job interview today and I think it went well. I should know by next friday. They did ask if I had any vacation commitments in the near future and what my availability is so hopefully they like me.
Post by glitzyglow on Jun 19, 2015 23:09:14 GMT -5
I came home after work and blobbed out...full on all I did was watch OITNB and ate shitty food. Then I felt guilty and went to the gym at 9:30pm. Now I am doing a face mask and playing online.
Also, I am finally back on Tinder! My coworker's phone number is what finally got me verified, lol.