Update: Had a d&c this morning. The idea of having an ounce of control over this horrible situation was exactly what I needed. I'm at home, recovering. I think I've cried out all my tears and there is just nothing left. I don't feel anything anymore. All in all, I'm glad we found out and had the procedure done quickly. I'm ready to make the last two days a distant memory. Thanks for the support. I'll be heading back to tttc in 4-6 weeks.
Original: I was supposed to be released from the RE today. Instead, there was no heartbeat.
We saw it last Tuesday, and the week before. It seems to have stopped beating right at 9weeks.
Our hearts are completely broken. We spent so long getting here, and to have taken away feels so cruel.
Oh shanwalk, that is so, so, so cruel and so unfair. I'm so sorry you and your husband are experiencing this. I hope you all are able to find some comfort in each other and grieve and process. Big, big hugs to you.
Trying for #3; FET 8/18 -- BFN. Leaving things up to chance for now... After three years, three IVFs, and two FETs, we finally have our miracle babIES!
Love of my life baby boy born 11/11. One and done not by choice; 3 years of TTC yielded 4 MMC and 2 CPs, through 4 IUIs and 2 IVFs. Focusing on making the world a better place instead...and running.
@shanewalk the control was exactly why we opted to do the d&e for our loss. We def felt some relief after just because we had some closure to at least the pregnancy. The grief still comes and goes but gets better over time. Huge hugs to you. I am so sorry for your loss.