Blah week in dating

[glitzyglow]

1. I ended things with a guy earlier this week because his communication/planning sucked, and I hate that it sucked because when we did get together we had a lot of fun. He lacked courtesy though when changing plans and I'm not going to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't have the decency to tell me he can't make it.

2. I noticed on Instagram that a guy (who I went out with January, had a great time with, and asked me for a 2nd date and then he ghosted me) was following me still, as we had followed each other on IG on our date (and after he dropped me I unfollowed him). Why would he be following me but had ghosted me? It just caused me to think about how excited I was after our date and how it didn't work out for reasons unknown to me. I blocked him to kick him off my follower list and then unblocked him and voila, no more following. But it was annoying to see his name on my list and remember how much it sucked to have a fantastic date and then nothing.

3. I reached out to the guy I want to ask out today and I didn't hear anything back.

4. I was supposed to meet up with a guy from Tinder tonight for drinks and at the last minute he told me I should come to his friend's house because his friend is having a get-together. I'm not super comfortable in crowds, let alone one where I don't know a soul, and I told him I'd rather meet one-on-one for a drink. He replied with, "Oh come on "

So now I'm sitting here all dressed up with no one to hang out wondering why dating is so damn hard.

[blanca]

I'm sorry. I'm feeling the same way. Dating really sucks sometimes!

[glitzyglow]

I messaged some other tinder guy and we are meeting for drinks. Fuck being down over this shit...I'm going to have fun damn it!

[Deleted]

Ugh sorry you're having a rough time

[glitzyglow]

mp, thank you for your sweet words. My loneliness still creeps in and I think about texting him, but my exH put me through fucking hell with his flakiness and the way he made me feel so fucking disposal. I won't put myself thought that shit again.

So, my date tonight was AWFUL, lol. Dude showed up pretty drunk. He hardly talked at all and sat there with his arms crossed. I tried talking to him but seriously, he would hardly speak. I eventually gave up trying to talk and we literally sat there in silence. Finally I told him if he wanted to go he was more than welcome to. He called an Uber (thankfully), paid for my drink, hugged me and told me he had a great time. What in the motherfuck.

I need a good cry at the stupidity that is my dating life. 3.5 years of this nonsense.