I am wearing a business dress today. You know the type with the pencil skirt? Anyway, I am making coffee, bent over, and realized HOW HIGH the slit is up the back. It's like just below my ass. I can bend over and not flash, but just barely. I have worn this dress before without this problem, but it was like a year ago. I think it may be the fact my ass has doubled in size recently...
I'm not going home to change, though, so, I'll just not bend over.
*Apparently it is only Tuesday. I don't know how...
Post by pantsoffdanceoff on Oct 6, 2015 7:34:27 GMT -5
I think I need to be on some type of ADHD medication. I was never diagnosed as a child and I didn't really have any problems focusing. But over the past year or 2 I just CANNOT seem to focus on one thing at a time and then I get overwhelmed and basically paralyzed and end up doing nothing. I even have an issue with watching movies (which I love doing); it seems daunting to commit to 2 hours of something. It's the same with books and magazine too; I just look at them and want to read but something stops me.
I don't have a psychiatrist but I am thinking about asking my obgyn next week and see if there is anything she can prescribe me. If not I'll go see a psychiatrist.
I want someone to take over my finances too. Give me cash every paycheck and let them handle the rest.
Over the past week I've had to pay a $50 late fee on a parking ticket, $35 late fee on a credit card and I was almost late paying my rent. I had the rent check in my purse since the 1st, I just kept forgetting to drop it off. I wish they would just automatically deduct it.
One more day until mediation. I am going to be so upset if this does not get settle tomorrow. We have nothing to fight over just some details in iron out. H has a girlfriend for months now. He says he wants the divorce so I can't figure out why he won't sign and be done. I want to move one with my new friend. Either way I may finally meet him this weekend.
I'm going to BF's to break up with him tonight. I bet he'll have a big dinner planned and I'll feel like an ass for not giving him a head's up. But I'm just going to have to be that asshole tonight.
I don't have to pick up DD from her dad's til Thursday, so that's been kind of nice. The house is clean and staying that way, I got to go for a run last night, infused before 8pm, and ate a mish mash of leftovers. I miss her terribly, though. :\
I'm being a real smart-ass to a guy I'm messaging on an online dating app. The first thing he wrote to me was idiotic, so I responded in kind. I thought he'd just call me a bitch and go away, but he's still responding. So I'm still responding in smart-ass ways. I really should just drop it, but it's kind of funny.
Post by pinkdutchtulips on Oct 6, 2015 11:20:03 GMT -5
This week is Fleet Week in SF and it is CRAWLING w cute USN guys !!! In an effort to protect me from myself ... I got a cold !!!!! Thx DD !!
Also DD and I butted heads this morning over getting dressed ugh ... 20 mins of fighting w her to get dressed - 'but mom I don't know what to wear ?' *whining* do you want me to pick something out for you ? NO!! are you going to pick something out ? NO !! Yeah nominate me for MOTY lol
I totally thought Scream Queens was a reality show about girls who wanted to star in horror films. I was wrong and so happy my friend insisted I watch it. It's amazingly campy and awesome. However the first episodes are on demand together and last 1.5 hours. I keep accidently falling asleep. And On Demand doesn't let you fast forward. So I've started it like 5 times. This morning I have it running on mute in the background. Fingers crossed I can get to the end today.
I had to have a colposcopy yesteray and it hurt like a bitch.
I totally thought Scream Queens was a reality show about girls who wanted to star in horror films. I was wrong and so happy my friend insisted I watch it. It's amazingly campy and awesome. However the first episodes are on demand together and last 1.5 hours. I keep accidently falling asleep. And On Demand doesn't let you fast forward. So I've started it like 5 times. This morning I have it running on mute in the background. Fingers crossed I can get to the end today.
I had to have a colposcopy yesteray and it hurt like a bitch.
Scream Queens is my new jam! It's so freaking hilarious and soooo inappropriate! Want to be my Scream Queen buddy??
I totally thought Scream Queens was a reality show about girls who wanted to star in horror films. I was wrong and so happy my friend insisted I watch it. It's amazingly campy and awesome. However the first episodes are on demand together and last 1.5 hours. I keep accidently falling asleep. And On Demand doesn't let you fast forward. So I've started it like 5 times. This morning I have it running on mute in the background. Fingers crossed I can get to the end today.
I had to have a colposcopy yesteray and it hurt like a bitch.
Scream Queens is my new jam! It's so freaking hilarious and soooo inappropriate! Want to be my Scream Queen buddy??
Hells yea! I'm just finishing up the pilot now. It's amazing!!!!
I went home for lunch fully intending on making a sandwich but when I opened the drawer to get the lunch meat I saw pepperoni. So, I'm now having cheese, pepperoni, and crackers for lunch.
I'm technically wearing black jeans to work today, but they are really soft and don't really look or feel like jeans so I don't care.
I'm going on a work trip and it's really good timing. I'm really excited to get away, party on the the companies dime and see people I haven't seen since last year!
Confession-I am very impatient. Although I'm trying to be optimistic, I'm afraid I won't find a position and be able to relocate as soon as I'd like. At the same time, I'm scared. I'm scared of being homesick for my city even though it's too expensive to stay and function here forever. My mind is consumed with this stuff lately.