I don't even know how to write this all, so here's some word vomit. I've been so worried, and today I only measured between 8-9w (10w1d), and no HB. My uterus was super tilted, so each measurement was a little different. I'm going to stop progesterone and see what happens naturally. I took a specimen container, in case I'm able to capture the sac for testing, at my request.
I don't even know what to say. I was prepared for this, but MH was really shocked. Prepared doesn't mean okay, of course, but as soon as she turned on the sound, I knew. I just don't even know what to say. I'm not sure if I'll even try again. This is too much heartbreak, and we're old. Ugh ugh ugh.
Thank you all so much for your support. I'm coming up against another really busy two weeks at work, and I think I'll just try to stay away for a while, to heal emotionally.
Love of my life baby boy born 11/11. One and done not by choice; 3 years of TTC yielded 4 MMC and 2 CPs, through 4 IUIs and 2 IVFs. Focusing on making the world a better place instead...and running.
Oh god. Mushe. I'm so so sorry. I'm tearing up for you. You've been everyone's biggest cheerleader, through the good and bad. I wish I could say or do something to ease your pain even a little but I know nothing really can right now. Sending you and your family all the love. Take all the time you need. <3
Trying for #3; FET 8/18 -- BFN. Leaving things up to chance for now... After three years, three IVFs, and two FETs, we finally have our miracle babIES!