Yesterday was exactly 2 years since I had XH arrested. My life has done a complete 180 since then and it still amazes me because I never knew that this **waves arm around** is how "normal" life is supposed to be.
Post by alleinesein on Oct 21, 2015 13:27:36 GMT -5
Today would've been my 8th wedding anniversary. It is also my Dad's birthday, former SIL's birthday and a friend's birthday. We are going out to celebrate birthdays tonight so I'm gonna eat, drink and be merry!
I spent all weekend with a friend. We spent most of sunday walking around and then went to Disneyland on monday followed by a concert on monday night. My poor little feet are still sore! I'm getting to old for this!
Positive: finally making use of the treadmill desk at work. It's kind of nice to only be able to focus on emails for 30 minutes. I mean, me trying to write while walking on the treadmill...I don't want to fill out my own workers' comp claim.
Less that positive: work expectations are kind of impossible right now. I'm not sure how to get everything done and still be a human being.
Looking forward to: Saturday afternoon and getting together for drinks with my girls.
Post by Eureka1984 on Oct 21, 2015 16:39:00 GMT -5
So as I was walking out to the carline today I found out through another teacher that the lunch lady who cooks and is the attendant during lunch was fired. I feel so sad for her b.c she really worked so hard during lunch. Im stunned and saddened.
I may have a date with a guy from tinder this Friday!
Yesterday was exactly 2 years since I had XH arrested. My life has done a complete 180 since then and it still amazes me because I never knew that this **waves arm around** is how "normal" life is supposed to be.
I had the same feeling about a month ago ... whoa this is what 'normal' is !
Just bought tickets for me & DD2 to go to a play Saturday afternoon! Got a call from our realtor that the house is going to be shown Friday!! It so needs to go so we can move on with this divorce.
Post by glitzyglow on Oct 21, 2015 17:17:17 GMT -5
I found a therapist and we meet on Monday. I am looking forward to it. I've had really violent, unsettling dreams the last two weeks, and a lot of them involve my exH. I also feel off, so hopefully this will help me figure things out.
I kind of want to watch a movie tonight that makes me cry. I feel like a good cry would be cathartic.
I have none too many exciting things going on. Studying for my series 9/10. We had a branch meeting today and they announced that I'd be sitting for the exams and then, upon completion (passing) would become assistant branch manager.
I got a huge referral yesterday and I think the meeting went well.
I've been going to church on Sundays with a friend and feeling really good about it and at peace with things.
Still no word at all from J (ex-bf). I don't think I've ever gone through something quite as odd as our break-up. I don't think I'll ever fully understand what happened. I cannot believe someone I thought I knew so well was capable of what he pulled. I know it's for the best but really? Be an adult and end things in a mature manner.
Still no word at all from J (ex-bf). I don't think I've ever gone through something quite as odd as our break-up. I don't think I'll ever fully understand what happened. I cannot believe someone I thought I knew so well was capable of what he pulled. I know it's for the best but really? Be an adult and end things in a mature manner.
I have one of these. And I still have random bouts of "what the FUCK?" feelings. But they're fewer and farther between and don't HURT so much as confuse me. And make me question my ability to read people a little bit, lol.
Totally. I guess it just goes to show you really don't know people for a long time. I would have never ever guessed he would pull something like that. Not after talking to so many people we both know who raved about what a great person he is and seeing him in action for almost a year. Truly baffling.