99percent of the time I'm cool

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Today I am not. I came to grab a drink and read at the bar my friend works at. During which it started snowing. And all these couples came in cozying up to the fire and with each other.

And my sadness is in full effect. I've never had this. And it sucks SO HARD! Trying to get my check so I can go cry in bed. I don't understand why I can't experience what the vast majority of people do in terms of love:(

[1confused1]

Hugs!!!!

[bg]

I'm sorry you're hurting.

My split still feels fresh and I was even noticing myself noticing things like this while traveling for the holiday.

I hope the cry makes you feel better!

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Thanks all! Six years later and this sucks. I so worry about being all alone. If I wasn't an only child I might feel differently, but what happens when they die? Sigh!

[bg]

I'm counting on friends. But I know that it's still not the same...

[bl]

Hugs, I can relate to the only child thing, its a tough feeling to come to terms with.

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hugs

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Dec 27, 2015 20:07:45 GMT -5 bg said:

I'm counting on friends. But I know that it's still not the same...

Yes I'm fortunate enough to have some great friends but ultimately they all will or currently do have their own families. I won't be someone's number one you know? That person who is there for you unconditionally. Anyways it will all be fine in the morning and I've been feeling awesome lately but today hit me so hard.

[itsalllies]

I'm sorry you are feeling so sad. I can relate. It will get better.

[Eureka1984]

Hugs @pdx You are one amazing women and I am so sorry you are feeling sad.

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Hugs, winter months are hard and blah.

[redshoejune]

I'm sorry. I'm feeling pretty bummed here too about the idea of spending new year's alone.

[somersault72]

I'm sorry. I've definitely had those feelings before. I'm a fellow only child, too.