yay! this makes me so happy. i'm glad you figured it out. i'm sure being a mom is hard but you should be able to enjoy the good with the bad. so i'm totally relieved you've founda way to make that work. sending you lots and lots of sleeping vibes. and btw, your baby is a doll! i love that pic of her wide awake at 3am.
Yay I'm so happy for you! It's totally miserable to feel like you should be happy about something but just can't. I hoe H is supportive and helping you make sure to get enough sleep!