Today. It was the most awful decision and moment of my life. I miss him so much. This has been my biggest fear since I met him. I'm so sad. I also am very sick so that really adds salt to the wound.
I'm growing older but not up. My metabolic rate is pleasantly stuck, let the winds of time blow over my head. I'd rather die while I'm living than live while I'm dead.
I am so very sorry, pdx. I just had to put my beloved Pandora down (yup, where my name comes from) so I truly know how heartbreaking it is. I still think I see her at home and miss her every day. You did the right thing and he's at peace, feeling well and running about around rainbow bridge. I hope Pandora welcomed him with big paws! She was never afraid of dogs and loved them so I know she'd love yours too. Big hugs to you!