s&b (or not) confessions

[callmehales]

i have managed to lose a pair of jeans sometime in the last week or so.  i washed and dried them to try and shrink them a smidge (they're side panel maternity jeans) and now they are NOWHERE.

i know they've probably been eaten by the monster living in the pile of clothes on the floor of my closet room.  but i don't feel like straightening it up, lol

[krisim]

Ugh...I hate that! I lost my favorite black sweater. I remember exactly the last time I wore it but don't know what happened to it after that and my closet isn't even a mess!

[ditzydi]

I hate when I'm looking for something and realize that I probably purged it.

[brooke77]

I went through my closet and donated two huge trashbags full of clothes. There is still barely enough room for everything. It's so tough to minimize your clothes when you live in a place with 4 true seasons and you have a job that requires business professional.

I swear I would have less clothes if I could dress more casually to work and if it were milder year round. Maybe...

[mrsguz]

Jan 26, 2016 17:52:40 GMT -5 mryrcn said:

I need to be running but instead I'm sitting here eating chicharrones. DH was laid off last week so I'm feeding my stress.

What?? I'm so sorry! Didn't you just move because of his job?

[blondemoment123]

Jan 26, 2016 17:52:40 GMT -5 mryrcn said:

I need to be running but instead I'm sitting here eating chicharrones. DH was laid off last week so I'm feeding my stress.

I'm so sorry

[gringachef]

Jan 26, 2016 17:52:40 GMT -5 mryrcn said:

I need to be running but instead I'm sitting here eating chicharrones. DH was laid off last week so I'm feeding my stress.

Oh my goodness! How stressful! Hugs to you my friend:)

[callmehales]

NOT COOL MR mryrcn 's company!!  Ugh I'm so sorry lady, that sucks.

[bcarp30]

Oh wow mryrcn that's awful, I'm sorry.

[xokell2]

I'm sorry @mryrcn

[memenee]

mryrcn i am so very sorry! And shocked too that you just moved for his job and they laid him off. Wtf? I assume they paid your relocation costs, no? Why would they do that and then let him go? Makes no sense - I am so sorry!! Tons of bourbon for you no questions asked. {{{hugs}}}

[ditzydi]

I'm so sorry mryrcn. What assholes.

[love1999]

Jan 26, 2016 17:52:40 GMT -5 mryrcn said:

I need to be running but instead I'm sitting here eating chicharrones. DH was laid off last week so I'm feeding my stress.

Oh no!  I'm so sorry!  I can't believe they'd have him move and then lay him off.  That sucks!

[majick143]

Jan 26, 2016 20:39:06 GMT -5 memenee said:

mryrcn i am so very sorry! And shocked too that you just moved for his job and they laid him off. Wtf? I assume they paid your relocation costs, no? Why would they do that and then let him go? Makes no sense - I am so sorry!! Tons of bourbon for you no questions asked. {{{hugs}}}

This is where I am! I'm so sorry friend! That's beyond awful Is he in a field where he should be able to find something relatively easily?

[aak0517]

Jan 26, 2016 18:38:40 GMT -5 mryrcn said:

Thanks ladies. And yes mrsguz we did. He's been with the company for over 18 years. gringachef - do you need a waitress and dishwasher?

Oh no! I cannot believe that! And to think didn't they almost love you guys overseas at one point?

Sending hugs and good job dust your way! What assholes! (Them not you!)

[bimbi284]

Hugs mryrcn!! That's seriously messed up to uproot you and then fire him!

[scout8]

mryrcn, what??!! Why did they move him if they were just going to turn around and let him go? I'm so sorry!!

[jm1211]

mryrcn Hugs! That's so crappy, I'm sorry!

I guess my S&B confession/vent is that I haven't been posting because I feel like I'm going through an ugly phase thanks to these dumb braces!

My non S&B confession which I just really need to get off my chest more than anything is, ever since I turned 35 I have the most ridiculous anxiety. I've always been an anxious person but this feels ridiculous. I'm anxious over aging, over being 35 and not having a baby, death in general and my parents aging. Oh and every time my mom calls my first thought is always "something happened to my grandma" Now I need a drink, typing that out gave me anxiety! lol Sorry that was kind of heavy stuff.

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Hugs @mryrcn.

Im wearing a tee today thats fitted and I look huge. Like the big enough that people will comment and ask if Im ready to pop. No Im not fing ready. I will only get bigger. Enjoy the view people.

Aldo R had the follow up to her colonoscopy today and is doing great. The polyp was benign and all the millions of other tests we had to take her for are good. And she was pissed and threw a fit because the doctor wouldnt let her take her pants off and look at her behind. She apparently likes the OBGYN treatment. Also the doctor got whined at by her for not chedcking her heart with the stethescope. Apparently my 3 year old is smarter than a doctor.

[ditzydi]

How have we not talked about Mariah Carey's 35 carat diamond ring? That would be my whole damn hand.

[bimbi284]

@ffbride0813, glad to hear about the good results for R! Looks like you have a future doctor on your hands!

[char217]

Haven't been on here in a little bit. First off mryrcn, so sorry to hear the news. I can't fathom how a company could do that right after you uprooted your entire life to be there. Sending major positive thoughts to you guys.

I am extremely anxious over my lower eyelid surgery. The day is finally here this Friday. I have a huge fear that I will spend all this money and not notice the results. I have such high expectations. I am so self conscious of my eyes that I'm actually uncomfortable having conversations with people. It's crazy.
I'll report back on how it went for sure.

[ditzydi]

Hope everything goes smoothly char217. And I agree with mryrcn that you're gorgeous just the way you are.

[jm1211]

Jan 27, 2016 9:05:09 GMT -5 mryrcn said:

jm1211 - thanks! I think you are gorgeous & if it helps my momma had me at 37 & DH's mom had him at 36. Have you spoken to a doctor about your anxiety?

(Kiss) Thank you! I decided today to make an appt for next week.

[thejackpot]

@mryrcn so very sorry! That is just awful, hope he finds something soon that is beyond your expectations. You get all the booze & bbq!
jm1211 don't beat yourself up. I only had one of my three before 35. My pregnancies weren't hard and I definitely feel each one was the right time. Not what I planned when I envisioned my life but perfect timing.
@char127 good luck on Friday!! Hope it goes smoothly and you are pleased.

My confession is I am so tired of the after blizzard crazy. I need a routine. I haven't eaten like I want, I am tired of being the technology police and I need so solo time. Mothering is hard,yo.