Ho-Hum day for me so far today. I feel like I've gotten to a place where I'm ok with not being with someone, and I'm not actively looking, but With VDay around the corner I get the sadz. Also, my 40th bday is this summer and, although things could change by then, I'm kinda bummed I don't have someone special in my life to celebrate a milestone bday with.
On a happier note, I cleaned up the basement this past weekend and last night I finally set up the Monster High school that DDs got for Christmas. That thing is massive!!! They enjoyed playing with it and I have to say, there is a lot of cool stuff in it that my 10 year old self would have been very jealous of.
Our house deal is probably not going to happen..... Our buyers still want the house but their buyers are trying to back out. We were suppose to close Friday...... Today it's snowing all day. I wish they would let us go home early today but the roads are better than they were this morning. 2 did not show this morning so it is nice and quiet today.
It snowed last night, so my boss delayed opening so I didn't have to be in until 10:30am. The roads were fine and the snow is letting up now.
Yesterday I reorganized my closet and pulled a few things out to get rid of. It felt awesome to finally get it done. I'm probably going to pull the trigger on a headboard and art for above the bed soon, which will make me giddy happy. I love the way my room is turning out and I can't wait to have a mostly-completed, organized space that I super adore.
I"m still at the beach and it's just been glorious. Autzen is so so happy it warms my heart. I may be working, but I'm drinking a mimsoa! It sound so silly but I just feel so centered and like I'm really healing in a lot of ways. I think I need to budget to do this every two-three months. It only cost me like $250 dollars for four nights and we've been making most of our food. It's a really great deal actually!
I have so much going on that is stressing me out and it is really messing up my sleep :-(
I weighed in at WW this morning and had a small loss. I'm happy with it because, after the amount of drinking I did this weekend, I thought I might gain.
I started tracking food with my phone's fitness app. I logged yesterday's food and it's obvious why I am not losing anything easily. So today's trends are looking much better, making conscious decisions not to eat total crap.
I am so frustrated and overwhelmed! Every time I try to do something routine, it turns into a clusterfuck and a half! I went to the eye doctor for an exam to re-order contacts. I have been having trouble seeing while driving at night. Apparently my pupils have decided to not constrict light. So what do I do? Google of course. Since I have a shunt for hydrocephalus (water on the brain), anything dealing with my optic nerve is a cause for concern. I just wanted to order contacts. Oh and now I need new glasses/sunglasses which is going to cost me close to $500.00. UGH!
Also, my insurance company denied the MRI for my back so now I don't know if my spinal cord is beginning to re-tether.
Oh and my wisdom teeth need to come out, which I was going to try to schedule while out on leave after my foot surgery. I have to use my vacation time for my surgery because it's a PITA to collect temp disability for less than a month.
I swear I am never going to get a break from this shit.
Work has been insanely busy. While it is stressful, it helps take my mind off my problems and focus on the clients'.