Yesterday I met up with a friend of mine I haven't seen in a while. It was nice to catch up with her over coffee. Then I picked up my niece and we had a sleepover at my house. Now I'm watching my third episode of Dora of the morning.
I'm thinking of getting a manicure later today. Other than that, I don't feel like doing anything but relaxing after my niece gets picked up.
Post by glitzyglow on Feb 20, 2016 10:47:03 GMT -5
My headboard is coming today!!! I need to go to the grocery store after work, so my evening plans include assembling a headboard and attaching it to my bed, then relaxing in said bed with pizza, ice cream, and a movie.
I'm making a list today of random things I want to accomplish during my days off. I haven't felt great this week, so I want a low-key weekend. My list isn't hard, just random and a little time consuming do I think it'll be good for me to tackle it since they aren't hard errands and I can rest between them.
I'm volunteering this morning and then I need to get some work done. Depending on how much I get done I may reward myself with straight outta Compton tonight.
I've been care taking for my mom who had surgery on her foot while also working 12 hour days. My boss/best friend is totally shitting the bed, missing deadlines, ignoring my reminders of said deadlines, complaining I'm not doing enough and then decided to take a week off in three weeks to go volunteer to do a training. Which really means he'll just "forget" the calls he needs to be on, ignore his work, and go out and get drunk all night. Then he'll bitch ad me for asking him to do stuff because he's "so tired" obviously I'm looking for a new job which sucks. On top of this, found out the guy I really like (and honestly probably the only guy I've ever loved) who has been sort of ramping things down with me has been doing so because he's moving to NYC. Fan fucking tastic. And I can't even be sad because I'm care taking for my mom who needs something ever 30 seconds, then trying to keep the company together. I'm heading back home tonight and just want to drink wine and cry. Then pick myself up and move on. I want something good to fucking happen soon or I'm gonna lose it. (Oh and I was in therapy but my therapist broke up with me because she feels like her speciality doesn't match with my needs. So gotta start that all over again). FUCK! Sorry I'm just at the end of my rope.
Post by 1confused1 on Feb 20, 2016 13:46:39 GMT -5
@pdx18, take care of yourself. Your highs and lows recently seem pretty extreme, I hope you can find a new therapist who can help you deal with that stuff.
1confused1 yea the thing is I generally have been feeling super positive and then I just get hit with wave after wave bad stuff
I know, I've seen that! I hope the bad stuff turns around for you.
Thank you! I'm really trying the fake it till you make it path but it's not always working ha! I've been super over programmed so I think some time to recharge alone tonight will be good.