I'm just pissy because I was already BEC about the one person. Just someone who (seemingly - I know I don't know what happens behind closed doors) gets everything they want, and someone with a crappy overall attitude to boot. I wouldn't have been so affected otherwise.
I really hate people like that. I'll hate her, too
This year is Leap Year and leap day is when I lost my son at 17 weeks. On the off years it feels weird not to have THE day, but when it is here like this year, it feels weird too. It will have been 8 years and it doesn't seem that long ago, yet it was forever ago. The anniversary of exH threatening me and my moving out and all that is coming up as well. I just have all the feelings and would like to go into hiding.
Part of of the grief is that no, there will be no babies for us. We made the decision to stop after the last miscarriage.
Big hugs. TTTC is so hard. I'm still in denial that this will be my reality and it hurts too much to admit it out loud. I'm truly wishing you the most smooth adoption process possible!
@ruralrabbit1 I can't imagine the feelings you must be trying to process. I'm sorry for the loss of your son. Time will never heal a wound that deep.
You are a strong, inspiring woman who has thrived after going through so much. But sometimes it's ok to just curl into a ball and feel all the feelings. Huge hugs.
I feel like we all need one big gigantic blanket where we can all curl up underneath and sip hot drinks and eat Ben and Jerry's and watch crap TV for a while.
Big hugs to everyone dealing with IF. it hurts so much. Nothing new with me in that arena but I'm still sad that I'll never get to have another baby. from a MM perspective, I'm actually much better off this way, but I still want another baby so bad.