I'm going through a really tough time.

[hisno1girl]

Everything started in early February when I had a family funeral OOT.

Since that time, the following things have happened:

I got bronchitis
I have several flare ups of my diverticulosis
Migraines (doc gave me imitrex)
Constant nausea (zoftan)
Pulled a muscle in my back while puking
Eleven, yes, 11 people I know have died, including my cousin's 2 month old granddaughter and another cousin's baby was stillborn.
I have missed so much work
...And today we had a fire in our fireplace. My living room is a disaster of dirt, fire extinguisher stuff, and the smell of smoke has filed the entire house.

I don't know if I'm going to be able to stay here because the smell is horrible.

I just crawled into bed and cried and cried because it seems like there is nothing else for me to do.

I just want to quit my life, run away, and never come back.

[jodinia]

Oh, His, that sucks so much. (Hugs)

[sugarbear]

Oh, God, hisno1girl, I'm sorry.
Can you go to a hotel for a few days and get your place cleaned?

[mskitkat]

*hugs*

[Serenity9]

I'm so sorry, His.

[mom2twoboys]

Big hugs! That is so much stuff and so overwhelming. I hope you can find somewhere to stay while your house gets cleaned. Take as much time you need to cry. Life gets overwhelming sometimes and it sucks.

[themysteriouswife]

Hugs. that is a lot for one person

[silva]

[agnes]

i'm sorry his

[mrsukyankee]

I'm so sorry, hisno1girl. Sending tons of hugs.

[wanderlustmom]

Hugs! That is a lot. I hope you can get some time to relax

[tiptoetulips]

That's not a tough time. That is an overwhelming horrible streak and even that's an understatement. I'm sorry sending good thoughts your way and hoping for an uneventful rejuvenating few months.

[runforrest]

I'm so sorry, His.

Hugs and prayers to you.

[dd1204]

I'm sorry. That's a lot for you to deal with. Take care of yourself.

[pumpkin]

I'm so sorry His. (((hugs)))
You're in my thoughts and prayers during this trying time.

[Bernadine]

I'm so sorry. That's an awful lot to have to handle.

[oregonpachey]

I am so sorry. You are always so kind and pray for everyone else, now let us do that for you. I will keep you in my prayers. Many healing thoughts and hugs.

[Deleted]

I am so sorry His. I will send you my well wishes, hugs and prayers.

[textbookcase]

I'm so sorry, V. huge hugs.

[VacayVaca]

I'm sorry everything is coming down on you now. You are always so generous to pray for everyone on the boards. I'll be praying for you for the strength to weather through this tough time.

[sparkythelawyer]

Oh I'm sorry

[styme46]

Oh hisno1girl, I'm sorry. That all sucks so much. (((HUGS)))

[panicfoot]

I'm so sorry that's a lot to go through.

[Gato]

Oh no, His. I hope everything turns around for you soon. Big (((HUGS)))

[juliachild]

Oh man. That is a lot of things to deal with. (hugs) I'm hoping things turn around for you quickly.

[MixedBerryJam]

I'm so sorry, hisno1girl. I wish I could wrap you in a big ol' hug and pour you a tall one. Do you drink? I'll make it a double! Do you have a hotel nearby? Hotel room with a jacuzzi might help. I hope you start with a nice long run of good news soon!

[Eagles]

I am so sorry, his. So sorry. I would not be surprised if the migraines and nausea are from unrelenting stress (because stress manifests that way for me). You need a break. Can you stay at a hotel with spa services and treat yourself to a massage and a whirlpool soak?

[milosh]

I'm so sorry, you deserve a break.

[lilac05]

I'm so sorry that life keeps throwing too much at you. I hope your insurance covers for someone to come to your home and clean everything for you. My mom had a minor gas fire (only one tiny black spot on one floor joist in the basement) and insurance paid for a company to basically clean every single inch of her home (including all bedding). She said it was a big perk to a crappy situation.

I'll include you in my prayers, as you have done for so many here.

[cville]

That's a horrible run