Thanks everyone for the feedback, birthday party it is. I know its the right thing to do. I just keep thinking of that Cole Swindell song - You should be here. Like aghhh, how can a 2 year old be having a birthday party without his parents
It's perfect outside it's like God let me dial up the weather Got the whole crew here, I ain't seen some of them in forever. It's one of those never forget it, better stop and take it in kinda scenes. Everything's just right yeah except for one thing.
You should be here, standing with your arm around me here. Cutting up, cracking a cold beer, saying cheers, hey y'all it's sure been a good year. It's one of those moments, that's got your name written all over it. And you know that if I had just one wish it'd be that you didn't have to miss this You should be here.
... the tears are now flowing while I'm at work, ugh