I have never been so happy to start my period before. The last 4 visits to see the bf I have been on my period every single time, I will be completely done with it this time before vacation starts, yay!
My roommate is supposed to be gone all of June. So I have one more month to deal with her. I've been living on a budget to live alone and if I make it thru to July and don't get a new position, I am planning on moving oooout to be on my own. I feel like I could deal with the roommate and I could deal with the highway noise and dog shit everywhere apartment complex but NOT all together. It's by far the most expensive place I've live and by far the worse experience.
I got some this weekend, and was underwhelmed with the overall experience. THe sex wasn't bad, but it was not interesting because I don't particularly care about him - and the kissing was god awful.
It's like, I miss it when it's good and great. But scratching that itch is never good and great for me. wahhh. back to waiting for a relationship.
Yeah I hear ya, I'm not into just the sex, but man I do the whole physical/affection situation of being with someone. blahhh
I got some this weekend, and was underwhelmed with the overall experience. THe sex wasn't bad, but it was not interesting because I don't particularly care about him - and the kissing was god awful.
It's like, I miss it when it's good and great. But scratching that itch is never good and great for me. wahhh. back to waiting for a relationship.
I try to remind myself of that. No sex is better than disappointing sex...disappointing sex is so...disappointing, lol.
I had a sexy dream last night, but none of it was actual penetration. It was the intimacy that I was dreaming about.
My STBXH is driving me bonkers with his constant demand for more money. We're very close from signing the papers and his demands are ridiculous. But I don't want to rock the boat and I give in, hoping that we will sign the third week of May. From that date, all will go without any further interaction.
Post by 1confused1 on Apr 27, 2016 13:42:31 GMT -5
I'm struggling and I don't know why. I'm not happy, but I have no reason to not be happy. I have a get away planned for this weekend and I think it is going to be just what I need, check out of life for a bit with no responsibilities.
I am supposed to close on a new house on May 14, which I thought was May 10 and when I tried to change it I discovered that it probably won't happen on the 14th anyway as the land isn't titled yet.. and I'll only get 14 days notice but have to give 28 days on my rental (which I've already done, because DUH) so now I have to withdraw that and wait and basically be out two weeks rent or risk being homeless with a 3yo.. I'm so ready to move and it's making me crazy now not knowing when it will actually happen.
I hope you're feeling better after your weekend away 1confused1!
I got some this weekend, and was underwhelmed with the overall experience. THe sex wasn't bad, but it was not interesting because I don't particularly care about him - and the kissing was god awful.
It's like, I miss it when it's good and great. But scratching that itch is never good and great for me. wahhh. back to waiting for a relationship.
I try to remind myself of that. No sex is better than disappointing sex...disappointing sex is so...disappointing, lol.
I had a sexy dream last night, but none of it was actual penetration. It was the intimacy that I was dreaming about.
Men just don't get that. They try to use that saying about pizza, "Sex is like pizza, even when it's bad it's still pretty good." No. Nope, afraid you're wrong about that. At least that's how I feel. Sometimes I feel more like that gal in "Waiting to Exhale," when the guy is all proud of himself and he rolls off of her and she's like, "He thinks he's done something? Damn, I could've had a V8."