I had the most amazing time in Nebraska with my best friend last week, I absolutely fell in love with her son and we have been face timing each night. I can't wait until he is older and I can steal him for a week each summer. I am going to make it a much bigger priority to go back more often now.
The boyfriend got the job here in FL and starts on June 13th!!! His last day in Dallas is June 9th, so the schedule is crazy. He really wants me to fly up there and help him with the drive down, but tickets are a bit expensive and I have 2 tickets to a Selena Gomez concert that Friday night. I have the tickets posted for sale and figure if I can sell them I will fly up, and if I can't then I won't. It's going to be a huge change living with someone again. I can't say I am not at least a little nervous, but this is the only way to really test our relationship on the next level without 900 miles between us and we both are super excited and feel really good about it!
I went home sick yesterday from work. I slept most of the day and woke up around 11:30pm, so I stayed up until around 2am to catch up on Game of Thrones and then fell back asleep. When I woke up this morning, I felt a lot better physically, but mentally I'm still drained. At the forefront of my brain's constant goings is how to change my life. My job is fine, but I've maxed out of growth opportunity and the pay leaves so much to be desired. The feedback I keep getting is that my passion really shows, which I find surprising because I feel really un-passionate about my work for the first time in a long time. I love the city I live in, but on my current salary I cannot afford to live alone. There is a constant barrage that won't stop in my brain and it is mentally very taxing.
On the upside, my sisters are visiting this weekend. I'm looking forward to spending time with them!
I had the most amazing time in Nebraska with my best friend last week, I absolutely fell in love with her son and we have been face timing each night. I can't wait until he is older and I can steal him for a week each summer. I am going to make it a much bigger priority to go back more often now.
The boyfriend got the job here in FL and starts on June 13th!!! His last day in Dallas is June 9th, so the schedule is crazy. He really wants me to fly up there and help him with the drive down, but tickets are a bit expensive and I have 2 tickets to a Selena Gomez concert that Friday night. I have the tickets posted for sale and figure if I can sell them I will fly up, and if I can't then I won't. It's going to be a huge change living with someone again. I can't say I am not at least a little nervous, but this is the only way to really test our relationship on the next level without 900 miles between us and we both are super excited and feel really good about it!
Is he moving in with you right away? Is this the first time your relationship isn't going to be long-distance? I'd be nervous, too! Good luck!
mrs.Rad888 Yes and yes. Thanks! I wouldn't feel right asking him to move across country and then have to live by himself. I understand lots of people do it, but it just didn't feel right for us. He still has his apartment in Dallas for 2 months in case it is just a complete disaster. We are both incredibly up front people and hold pretty much nothing back, we were friends before we dated, so I have seen the absolute worst of him when he wasn't trying to impress me at all, so that makes me feel much more confident that I know what I am getting myself into.
I'm having dinner with BF tonight and that is exciting because we've never gotten to have dinner on a Wednesday before, lol. He just lives here now. It's crazy.
Back to work today after having most of last week and the last 2 days off. I am in late on Friday and really need to ask for the 10th off and some time on the 17th but I'm worried the boss may say something about all the time off I've been requesting lately. Last week and this week was family stuff. The next 3 Fridays are things with DDs' school (field day, concert, early release). This should be it until I'm off for a week mid-July though.
It's beautiful outside. But I'm tired and really want to nap. But it's so nice outside. I'm torn.
My cars AC went out and I can't take it. It's hot here in Florida. I finally made an appointment to see my therapist again. I want to work on my depression.
Nothing yet. She had some interviews the week after mine, so 2 weeks ago? Then, she'll select the ones to go through to 2nd interviews with her and someone else. I haven't been told either way yet but at the rate it went for the first round I don't expect the 2nd round for another month, lol.