Post by hungrycaterpillar on Jun 19, 2016 20:26:41 GMT -5
Drinking feels so so so good. The baby is in the next room with my husband crying and I'm not even jumping out of my skin like I normally am when he is inconsolable.
See, this is why I started drinking when I had David. lol
It literally started in those early months. It's not that it was so horrible having a newborn, it's just that the wine was so damn relaxing!
I think I would've coped soooo much better with the early days if I drank more, lol. I didn't see it at the time, but I was so fucking high strung. Like, I never went below an 8/10 on the anxiety scale. I should have been drinking!!!
See, this is why I started drinking when I had David. lol
It literally started in those early months. It's not that it was so horrible having a newborn, it's just that the wine was so damn relaxing!
I think I would've coped soooo much better with the early days if I drank more, lol. I didn't see it at the time, but I was so fucking high strung. Like, I never went below an 8/10 on the anxiety scale. I should have been drinking!!!
I drank plenty with my first and was still off the charts anxious. Some babies just fuck with you.