I'm so sorry Tamb. After having my son, I've had two miscarriages and a chemical pregnancy. Each one has been devastating and with each subsequent loss it makes me question whether I want to keep trying. Take care of yourself and give yourself some time to decide what's best for you. Many hugs.
I'm so sorry, tamb. I understand wanting to say this is the end and wanting to keep it private from your mom. You do what it takes to take care of yourself.
I'm so sorry Tamb. I had two losses, and for whatever reason the second one fucked with my head so much more than the first. Be kind to yourself and don't feel like you have to make any decisions today or next week or whenever. ((Hugs))