Post by ProfessorArtNerd on Jul 29, 2016 7:57:56 GMT -5
My mom is taking Lucy and my nephew to the movies at 10:40. By the time we drop them off, David should be down for his nap. What am I going to do with myself?!
My mom is taking Lucy and my nephew to the movies at 10:40. By the time we drop them off, David should be down for his nap. What am I going to do with myself?!
Nap, read a book, nap, Netflix, nap.
I have a to do list a mile long because we're leaving town tomorrow, but first I'm going to leisurely enjoy a latte and the shockingly pleasant weather at a Pokestop.
I am so freaking tired. I am home with the boys again. Leo woke me up at 4:30 and i couldn't fall back asleep.
I have no energy to accomplish anything. We are going to the ILs tonight so I won't even get to relax once H is back home. And all four of us have to share a bedroom tonight. And we are taking the boys to a fucking race that H insists they must do. 3,500 kids do this stupid thing. And I can't drink tonight because I am running a 7 mile race tomorrow. Gah I am so fucking grumpy.
H wants me to take them to the library so they can cash in their summer reading stuff. Also why does a reading program only go until July. We still have a month of summer! Today is the last day. I really don't think I can muster up the energy to take them out. Because if we do the library then they want to do downtown park, then they want to do the sprinklers, then they want ice cream etc etc. I just can't fight the battles today. Being on vacation with them really wore me out. Then coming home and being the only parent at home has made it worse. I was ready to take on the day until I had the early wake up. Then my defenses just fell.
Post by balletofangels on Jul 29, 2016 8:19:23 GMT -5
Ella slept at my parents' last night because my little cousins were there. I'm meeting Ella and my mom for the Secret Lives of Pets and lunch. Might get a pedi first, but I'd have to get out of bed soon to do that.
Date night for our anniversary tonight. We've made no plans. Just a low key dinner. We're thinking a movie, but there doesn't really seem to be any date movies out.
Summer school ended yesterday and I'm pretty bummed. People always look at me with pity when I say I work summer school, but I really love it. I still have a ton of paperwork and spreadsheet fun, so maybe that'll make me get over myself!
Also it was H's birthday yesterday so I spent the day trying to make it nice for him. Big meal, nice gifts, let him off the hook from parenting, I folded his laundry (lol) etc. I did not give him the sex though. A girl has got to draw her line when she is exhausted.
Schools in my area are going back this week, and everyone is freaking out as usual. DD isn't old enough yet for school, but I think I like the way it's set up.
They call it a balanced calendar. Kids get 2 weeks off for fall, spring, and winter breaks, and are out by the end of May.
It makes sense to me. It's too hot and humid to be outside for very long around here, and kids are often so bored at this point. I wouldn't have minded having a shorter summer with longer breaks throughout the year.
So tired. Stayed up to watch HRC last night, and then L had a rough night because of course she did, and now my eyes are burning. This coffee + espresso will do nothing, mark my words. TGIF, though!
H, who about a month ago declared he'd have to research Trump and Clinton to see who he'd vote for, is totally on board for Hillary now. The last two nights I came home from work to him watching the DNC, and the first thing he told me this morning was that they played back her speech on the news and he was impressed. Thank god. I really didn't want to have to divorce him.
So tired. Stayed up to watch HRC last night, and then L had a rough night because of course she did, and now my eyes are burning. This coffee + espresso will do nothing, mark my words. TGIF, though!
H, who about a month ago declared he'd have to research Trump and Clinton to see who he'd vote for, is totally on board for Hillary now. The last two nights I came home from work to him watching the DNC, and the first thing he told me this morning was that they played back her speech on the news and he was impressed. Thank god. I really didn't want to have to divorce him.
H was also not fully on board with Hillary until her speech last night.
Since IVF has been put off indefinitely (at least 8 months), H and I decided we are going to go on a kick ass trip. We probably wont be able to go till April because H has school but whatever. I think Scotland or Ireland will be one of our destinations, I also want to do Austria and H wants to do Italy. If I can convince him to do 3 weeks we might be able to squeeze it all in.
So tired. Stayed up to watch HRC last night, and then L had a rough night because of course she did, and now my eyes are burning. This coffee + espresso will do nothing, mark my words. TGIF, though!
H, who about a month ago declared he'd have to research Trump and Clinton to see who he'd vote for, is totally on board for Hillary now. The last two nights I came home from work to him watching the DNC, and the first thing he told me this morning was that they played back her speech on the news and he was impressed. Thank god. I really didn't want to have to divorce him.
My mom is a Trump supporter. I've done so well avoiding talking about anything even remotely relating to politics for the last 6 months or so when it became clear we couldn't tolerate each other's opinions. But last night she was talking about this weird bug found in Mexico and mentioned something about Revelations and the End Times and how it's related (I think mostly joking, but who knows) and I said, "Yeah, Donald Trump is definitely part of the Apocalypse!" And then she laughed and said, "If anyone is the anti-Christ it's our current president or the Democratic nominee." Whyyyyyyy?
So it's PAY DAY! YAY! But ummmm. DH's work shows two direct deposits in our account, one is obviously his paycheck but another one is a bit more than his regular paycheck. He mentioned getting a bonus, but that came through in his last paycheck. They've had errors in the past, but I HOPE this isn't the case. We could use this extra cash like woah. I called DH to see, but it went to his voicemail. The suspense is killing me!
etaL derp. Nevermind.....the reversal just came through.
I'm getting sick, because of course I am. I don't need to pack up our entire lives and move us 1 1/2 hours away in the next week. I have plenty of time to be sick and do nothing because I feel like shit.
David started doing this thing when we agree on something or make a deal. He says "we cool?" And I say "we cool." And he says "coolio." lol. It is so adorable. I'm going to blame DanTDM or some other Minecraft youtuber.
I can't handle my anxiety any more. I'm 3/4 of the way to a full blown panic attack this morning because I "don't feel shitty enough". I'm peeing on pregnancy tests ffs. My chest hurts from this amount of anxiety and I dont know what to do to stop it. And then I feel stupid because everyone who gets pregnant goes through this, right?
I can't handle my anxiety any more. I'm 3/4 of the way to a full blown panic attack this morning because I "don't feel shitty enough". I'm peeing on pregnancy tests ffs. My chest hurts from this amount of anxiety and I dont know what to do to stop it. And then I feel stupid because everyone who gets pregnant goes through this, right?
My symptoms disappeared and I googled for hours and made myself a nervous wreck. I was so anxious my first tri, I couldn't enjoy one day of it. Looking back, I should have been medicated because it wasn't normal. I wouldn't even let H in for our first sonogram because I was sure I lost the baby and I couldn't handle doing that to him. I really was a nutcase, lol.