Oh M, this isn't fair. You shouldn't have to do this, but you are. You don't need to be strong all the time, this sucks. We're here for you, one step at a time. So much love to you.
I am so sorry M. You are amazing, and you're right - it wasn't supposed to be like this. You were supposed to have at least another 20 yrs together. It fucking sucks that this happened. I wish I was closer to you. It's not fair. I wish we could help ease this pain for you, but I promise we'll be here every step of the way.
You are right it isn't fair and my heart breaks for you You are so strong and courageous and I'm so proud if you You have every right to be mad angry sad hurt and you should have all these emotions it's not easy but you are being a rock for those beautiful boys and you have all the support you need here to hopefully help you through the toughest time you hopefully ever have to face We all love you so much and wish we could take the pain away
Post by onehitwonder on Oct 14, 2016 6:19:18 GMT -5
I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could say that would take away your pain. We are all here for you. When you are ready, I would love to hear some stories about your beloved P that make you smile when you tell them. Hugs.
Post by TrudyCampbell on Oct 14, 2016 8:17:43 GMT -5
You are right. It isn't supposed to be this way. I am so sorry that this happened. I wish I could take your pain away. Sending love and strength to you.
You are so strong and day by day you will cope. It will be hard and lonely but I know you will fight and claw your way to a new normal. You are incredible and we are all behind you.
Oh, love. It isn't fair. It is never going to be fair. And no one expects you to be ok right now. You are loved, loved by us, your family, your friends, and him. He hasn't stopped loving you. Hugs, friend.
Post by thedahliharpa on Oct 14, 2016 9:49:39 GMT -5
I'm sorry you are hurting. I wish there was a way that the void could be tangibly filled. It must be so difficult to be the mom you have to be right now and cope with your own feelings. Hugs and some serious F-Us to the universe for your loss.
I am so so sorry, my love:( I wish there was something useful I could say that would truly help ease your pain, but I know that's impossible.
As you & I have joked and discussed so many times, like you & Paul, there is an age gap between the man and I. From day one I knew he may not always be by my side as we age, as I know you shared these thoughts. Your reality is not fair. You are so brave and selfless for your boys, I'm sure at the end of the day the emotional exhaustion takes it's toll. I'm there by your side in spirit, and wish like hell I could be there in person.
Please keep coming here to vent. Because one of us should always be around, no matter the hour. I will personally make an effort to pop on late at night to help chase away the sadness and loneliness.