Post by RamblingRose on Nov 25, 2016 19:46:26 GMT -5
Stayed home here. Tomorrow mom and I are going to look at carpet. I'm pretty lost right now over the exBF and the drama he caused this week. It is suddenly clear it's over. That's the first time I've written or thought of him as ex. This has been a supremely crappy month for me.
I'm growing older but not up. My metabolic rate is pleasantly stuck, let the winds of time blow over my head. I'd rather die while I'm living than live while I'm dead.
Stayed home here. Tomorrow mom and I are going to look at carpet. I'm pretty lost right now over the exBF and the drama he caused this week. It is suddenly clear it's over. That's the first time I've written or thought of him as ex. This has been a supremely crappy month for me.
I'm not caught up on what happened but hugs to you. Save
We went out around noon today to get a few things (a shopvac specifically for the basement, a quilting rotary cutter, and a few clothing items). We also went to Wild Birds Unlimited for the first time today. That store is amazing!
Yesterday at T-day, the Nazi-sympathizer didn't show. Thank god for peace and quiet.
Stayed home here. Tomorrow mom and I are going to look at carpet. I'm pretty lost right now over the exBF and the drama he caused this week. It is suddenly clear it's over. That's the first time I've written or thought of him as ex. This has been a supremely crappy month for me.
I'm not caught up on what happened but hugs to you. Save
We went out around noon today to get a few things (a shopvac specifically for the basement, a quilting rotary cutter, and a few clothing items). We also went to Wild Birds Unlimited for the first time today. That store is amazing!
Yesterday at T-day, the Nazi-sympathizer didn't show. Thank god for peace and quiet.
We sort of broke up a few weeks ago and have been talking. I assumed based on some things he said he just needed to deal with a personal demon and we'd have a chance again. But now I realize it was likely BS. And I'm wrecked all over again.
I'm growing older but not up. My metabolic rate is pleasantly stuck, let the winds of time blow over my head. I'd rather die while I'm living than live while I'm dead.