Who is here and wants to keep me company?

[mrsmc08]

I'm at my wits end and could use some online company while I wait for a doctor to yell at.

[troopersmom]

I'm here can you get on chat?

[mrsmc08]

apparently not on this computer :-(.

[troopersmom]

Ok I'm watching Greys but I'm here. How is the leg?

[mrsmc08]

Finally lost the last of the scabs today! Woo. Still bruised and swollen a little. I ran on it a bit this morning with Ringo and it hurt some, but not enough that would make me stop. YAY for that.

[mrsmc08]

I haven't seen Greys since K died. I can not watch shows like that at all anymore. That and house and fringe... Kevin Loved house and fringe, in fact they still record on the DVR and I just delete them.

[troopersmom]

That is good. Any new M stories has he been tormenting you? Do you still drink RockStars like nothing else?
Trooper is so rotten he hates to walk in the grass and leaves and such but Sadie needed to go over to our side yard well I look back and Troop is limping holding his paw up so of course I panic a little and walk to him. I feel it can't feel anything wrong and just walk up the walk and he's fine little stinker.

[mrsmc08]

I wrote a whole thing then the attending came in.
Sorry about tropper scaring you.

[troopersmom]

It's ok. I figured someone had came in.

[mrsmc08]

Yeah... My biggest fear is losing the boys after all of this. I have no idea what is going to happen, and while they are difficult and a pain in the ass they are the only reason I've gotten up every day after Kevin died.

[mrsmc08]

So the neighbor at work just came in and asked how my mom was doing. I said not good....
"You can't get emotion, you just have to accept the fact that is life. You can't get emotional" then walked out. I'm amazed I didn't punch him. I swear if I get commends like I did after Kevin died from some of the asshats that work around here I will fucking stab them.