and i want to throw up. i'm so nervous. the church has to hire someone new anyway since they've gone from 4 staff members to 2 this year and with a little tweaking of the remaining two jobs, i would fit in perfectly. my skills, abilities, and personality is directly opposite of the two that are there so we complement each other and the 3 of us have worked together a lot this year so we know we're compatible.
i have no idea how they'll respond, but i have to have the conversations and try. i'll regret not putting myself out there more than it will hurt to be rejected.