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I am so, so sorry. With my first loss, we saw the heartbeat on a Monday and then went in due to some hardly noticeable spotting on Friday to find no heartbeat. I was PISSED because how could they tell me everything looked fine and give me an ultrasound picture to show EVERYONE, only to have the baby die a few days later? How could they not have known? It's the biggest mindfuck.
I am so, so sorry. With my first loss, we saw the heartbeat on a Monday and then went in due to some hardly noticeable spotting on Friday to find no heartbeat. I was PISSED because how could they tell me everything looked fine and give me an ultrasound picture to show EVERYONE, only to have the baby die a few days later? How could they not have known? It's the biggest mindfuck.
Nothing else to say, but I'm sorry..
yes! I'm irrationally angry this time around. The first time I had a natural miscarriage before I'd ever had an official appointment, so it was different. This time I've already spent countless hours getting blood tests and ultrasounds, so to have it all end abruptly is kind of ticking me off. Couldn't they have figured this out a little sooner? I know that's not possible, but it adds insult to injury.
I am so incredibly sorry. I had 2 IUIs that did not work and had to move to IVF. IF is such a mind fuck. Especially when you think that it's finally your turn and then it isn't. I've been there - I'm so sorry, biggest hugs to you.
I'm so sorry. With my first m/c, I was sad. With my second, I was angry. Like, I already did this, I shouldn't have to do it again. Which is irrational but fuck it, that's how I felt.