Update

[oneslybookworm]

Sorry I've been MIA lately. Truth is, things have sucked for a few weeks now.

Last Monday we found out that the match was likely to fail.  The agency hadn't heard from EM in a few weeks, and we hadn't heard from her in nearly a month. Not really sure what has happened, but she was no longer requesting any money for expenses, and she'd not been responding to texts/phone calls/voice mails.  Nearly two weeks later (Today) and we still haven't heard anything from her, despite multiple attempts on behalf of us and the agency.  So...that's pretty well over.

On Tuesday of this week, we were presented to another EM due in 2 weeks and put our profile book into the lot.  Found out just now that we were not picked.  Back to the drawing board. 

So...here we are...coming up on yet ANOTHER Mother's Day with nothing.   We've just spent the last 5 months mentally preparing and prepping for a baby girl we will no longer have.  The excitement of "maybe it was meant to be because of this new match!" has definitely turned to disappointment and I'm just left floundering and wondering what to do with myself. 

That's where we are.

[thoseareradishes]

Fuck OSB, I'm so sorry.

[elliott11]

I am so so sorry.

[trace]

Fuck! I was just thinking about you last night. I am so so sorry.

[lo]

I'm heartbroken for you. I'm so sorry.

[lms]

I'm so sorry. I am completely heartbroken for you.

[kristind3]

Shit, I am so sorry OSB. Ugh, I'm heartbroken for you and your DH. So many hugs to you.

[grover]

I'm so sorry.

[cactuscookie]

I have a lot of words right now, but they're pretty much all expletives, so I guess I'll hold myself back.

I am so sorry. Please vent and cry to us as much as it helps.

Also, FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

[konapoppy]

Oh I am so sorry to hear this. This sucks. I am still keeping everything crossed for you that you can grow your family soon. Hugs.

[G22]

My heart just dropped for you. I'm so sorry OSB.

[nmosrob]

Fucking fuck! I'm so, so sorry

[King26]

I am so sorry. This is so unfair. Huge hugs to you.

[KaraOrNot]

I am so, so sorry.

[cherryvalance]

Oh, no, I am so, so sorry. There are no words.

[loira]

I'm sorry. It's massively insufficient, but there's nothing else to say (except all the anger I have on your behalf which may or may not be helpful to you right now).

[pooh8402]

Oh no, I'm so sorry. I was thinking about you yesterday and wondering how everything was going.

[luv2rn4fun]

I am so so sorry. I can't imagine how hard life has been for you through all of this, especially these past few weeks and this weekend. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I really hope you are accepted as adoptive parents soon and everything goes smoothly.

[mrsgoontz]

Oh OneSly...I have no words. I am so incredibly sorry.

[knx9211]

Fuck. This is so unfair. I'm so sorry.

[mpc]

Damn. I am just so sorry. I hate this for you.  (hug) (hug2)

[shoeless]

I'm so very sorry. You're in my thoughts

[Chrysanthemum]

Ugh. I am so, so sorry OSB.

[scm1011]

Oh no I am so so sorry, OSB. My heart hurts for you.

[dellabear]

I'm really sorry, OSB. I've been thinking of you and wondering if things were ok. Hugs.

[starryfish]

This sucks super duper bad. I'm so sorry. Please be kind to yourself. This sucks.

[tiptoetulips]

I've been thinking of you often. My heart is broken for you. I'm so sorry things haven't been working out. I hope things go your way soon.

[catscatscats]

I'm so sorry.

[shauni27]

oh fuck. My heart just broke. There are no words. I am so, so sorry, my friend.

[discogranny]

I'm so sorry to hear this. I've been lurking here looking for an update from you and I hate that this is where you are. I truly hope you get a good, solid match soon.