Vacuumed downstairs and made L some food so far this morning (enough for a couple days). He will nap soon and then I am thinking of taking the boys for a walk to Starbucks. Also need to finish cleaning the kitchen, downstairs bathroom, and dust downstairs. Might take them to the park after naps. DH's boss wants to take him out for drinks after work so I will likely be solo through bedtime. I want to have a beer and start sewing my flannel plaid pj pants once the boys are in bed (maybe I will start them during nap time if I get a lot of the chores done).
Turns out I am getting a decent amount done! J is vacuuming with his toy one while I do the real one, and picking up toys while I organize clothes he has outgrown. It's kind of fun doing this with my little helper--especially because we're crazy and have Christmas music blasting while we do it!
I'm feeling super anxious right now. H is at his parents and took E for the night so I can get some things done around the house tomorrow. The roads have been horrible so I'm not sure if H is going to feel comfortable enough driving E back tomorrow night. Which I wouldn't want him to do if the roads are terrible. But I already miss my baby like crazy I don't know it's just because my anxiety is higher at night and in bad weather or hormones or what but I'm going crazy being alone right now. I'm hoping it'll be better in the morning when I can start in on the things I need to do. I hope the roads are better tomorrow so I can see them both tomorrow and have E back home. My brain needs an off switch!!