cautious squinter bfp and a question-final update, not good

[melsamoony]

Um....what!?!?!?!

I cried while watching tv which I never do so i took a pregnancy test and got a faint bfp on middle of day urine. Now I begin my pee on all things craze.

So I have two tests left right now(I say right now because I know myself and know I will buy more)....1 digital and 1 stupid blue dye test that came with the digital. I am 11 dpo and was due for AF today/tomorrow. Do I test this pm with the digital or wait til tomorrow am?

I really want to see the word pregnant but am afraid that it is just too soon.


Update: BFN on clear blue digital but still positive and getting darker on FRER. Also took FRER digital which was positive. I am done taking home tests. I have a beta this afternoon. I am already vomiting. Never vomitted with my first.

Update#2: progesterone 12.6, hcg 22. Repeat hcg tomorrow. Doctor is not concerned about either numbr.

Update #3: hcg 36 while not a true doubling the doctor only requires and increase of 1.6% and I meet that criteria. I was only 13 dpo with my first draw and 15 dpo with second so I am just suuuuuper early. They offered another draw but I need to stop obsessing and start just focusing on the fact that today I am pregnant.

Update #4: I lost the pregnancy.  Started bleeding on Wednesday loss confirmed via ultrasound and hcg fall on Thursday.  I am devastated.  I am stepping away some from here as I process.  Thanks for the understanding and support.

[seeyalater52]

So exciting! If you got a squinter with a cheap pink dye test (what kind?), maybe buy a FRER 2-pack and test again this evening (with 4 hour urine hold) or tomorrow morning. Honestly I wouldnt take the digital even tomorrow. Most of the digitals I’ve seen are after a decently clear line on a regular test. They take more hcg and it doesn’t mean you’re not pregnant if it doesn’t show up yet!

[compassrose]

Post a picture! Let’s see it!
I’d wait to pee on the digital, too.
Congratulations!! A line is a line!

[gigem]

My advice is probably bad but blue dye has worked for me though I usually take them at least a few days after missed period (this time was cd 36 with 32 day cycles on avg). Can u go out and get the frer?

[melsamoony]

I used a FRER.

It is so faint! One is with flash one is without.

[gigem]

It’s faint but i didnt have to squint to see it!!!!! Yay!!

[somersault72]

I see it and I never see the super faint ones! Congratulations!

[sarapocalypse]

I see it!! Congratulations!!

[melsamoony]

Omg I am so glad people see it. H saw it but I was starting to question it when I took the pics.

[seeyalater52]

I totally see it! No squinting necessary even though it’s faint! I can’t wait for more updates! Pee on more things!

[tacom]

I totally see it (on the photo without flash) and I NEVER see lines

congratulations!!!

[MrsE]

I see it! Congrats!!

[melsamoony]

Tested again with another FRER still positive. Bought like 5 more tests so plan to keep testing away.

Top is this AM around 11 bottom test is around 7 pm.

[katespade]

Congrats!!!

[Jalapeñomel]

I see a line. I never see a line.

[Jalapeñomel]

And congrats!

[melsamoony]

Darker this AM.

Sorry for the obnoxious pics but the line is clear today. Plan to wait til Wedneaday to take the digital.

[jennistarr1]

I didn't see the initial ones but not of course I really do! Can't wait until Wednesday!

[melsamoony]

Uodate in op.

[compassrose]

I’m sorry this seems to be a roller coaster for you. Good luck with your beta! Keep us updated.

[gigem]

The bfp’s are getting darker so that is good and all those pos cannot be wrong. I agree to stop testing. I hope the afternoon passes quickly!!!

[seeyalater52]

I agree the digital is probably just a lagger and fingers crossed for a good beta. I’m sorry it must be hard to see it turn up negative with so many other positive tests and symptoms. Hang in there.

[tacom]

Fingers crossed for a good beta. Vomit seems like a good sign!! Haha

[melsamoony]

At only 4 weeks I am already getting my ass handed to me so much more than with DS. Vomiting and overly emotional plus I have a cold. Sitting in the doctors office now waiting for my appt.

[compassrose]

((melsamoony)) I'm sorry you feel so awful. Maybe they can give you something for the nausea while you are there?

[melsamoony]

compassrose got diclegis but the urine pregnancy test was negative at the office. I had a positive FRER....getting worried this might be a CP. Of course I am crying. Wont have blood test results til tomorrow. Do a 48 hour redraw on Friday but wont get those results til monday so it is going to be a long few days.

[gigem]

melsamoony oh im so so sorry about this roller coaster with the urine tests. im hoping for the best outcome and no one can blame you for crying. Big hugs.

[compassrose]

((melsamoony)), that is so rough. I'm so sorry. I'm keeping everything crossed for you.

[seeyalater52]

I’m so sorry melsamoony. What a rollercoaster. I’m holding out hope for you. Hang in there.

[MrsDarcy]

I don’t go here, but don’t a lot of doctor’s offices use the equivalent of WONDFOs? Perhaps the strips at the doctor’s office are just not as sensitive as the FRER. Best of luck!