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cleo29 Elder Posts: 37,423 Likes: 24,522	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 12:40:17 GMT -5 ohgillian, sapphireblue, and 5 more like this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by cleo29 on Dec 31, 2017 12:40:17 GMT -5 Been thinking about you. Keeping you and the baby in my thoughts and prayers.
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@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:24:39 GMT -5 via mobile bugandbibs, smock, and 147 more like this

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Hi ❤ thank you!

Doing ok today. We had good-ish news at yesterday's appt (cervix was averaging just over 2.6). It gave me a tiny boost in hope, anyways. I also was able to sleep about 8 hrs last night (I've been averaging about 4-5 in broken spurts), so that felt good. Next appt is Tuesday and just hoping for stability.

Thanks for thinking of us!

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bears Senior Member Posts: 5,292 Likes: 8,498	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:33:17 GMT -5 via mobile sproctopus likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by bears on Dec 31, 2017 13:33:17 GMT -5 I'm glad to hear the goodish news and that you were able to get some better rest!
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loira Senior Member Posts: 8,947 Likes: 9,579	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:37:55 GMT -5 sproctopus likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by loira on Dec 31, 2017 13:37:55 GMT -5 Yay for the good-ish news! I've been thinking of you and your sweet baby every day.
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bluelily New Member Posts: 488 Likes: 468	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:41:55 GMT -5 via mobile sproctopus likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by bluelily on Dec 31, 2017 13:41:55 GMT -5 Keep hanging in there. ❤️
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iamgrace Elder Posts: 19,951 Likes: 18,880	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:43:17 GMT -5 via mobile sproctopus likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by iamgrace on Dec 31, 2017 13:43:17 GMT -5 Good news! And I hope you can continue to get some good sleep. Sending sleepy, healthy cervix thoughts.
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cville Elder Posts: 30,701 Likes: 137,458	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:44:57 GMT -5 via Tapatalk sproctopus likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by cville on Dec 31, 2017 13:44:57 GMT -5 I will also hope for stability!!
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cleo29 Elder Posts: 37,423 Likes: 24,522	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:47:41 GMT -5 sproctopus likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by cleo29 on Dec 31, 2017 13:47:41 GMT -5 Great news! Glad that you are getting more rest too.
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jreeds Senior Member Posts: 7,960 Likes: 7,785	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:54:49 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by jreeds on Dec 31, 2017 13:54:49 GMT -5 Great update!
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pandora89 Senior Member Posts: 7,237 Likes: 10,907	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:55:59 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by pandora89 on Dec 31, 2017 13:55:59 GMT -5 Great update! So happy to hear
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circa1978 Elder Posts: 14,347 Likes: 21,478	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 13:56:31 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by circa1978 on Dec 31, 2017 13:56:31 GMT -5 Such excellent news.
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melmel48 Full Member Posts: 4,079 Likes: 5,564	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 14:01:26 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by melmel48 on Dec 31, 2017 14:01:26 GMT -5 Fingers crossed for you! This baby (and you!!) are warriors. xoxo
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dexteroni Elder Posts: 16,920 Likes: 10,988	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 14:02:17 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by dexteroni on Dec 31, 2017 14:02:17 GMT -5 So glad to hear this update. Thinking of you!
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clippy New Member Posts: 232 Likes: 222	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 14:22:31 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by clippy on Dec 31, 2017 14:22:31 GMT -5 thinking of you!
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latte Full Member Posts: 2,365 Likes: 1,197	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 14:49:49 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by latte on Dec 31, 2017 14:49:49 GMT -5 Thinking about you!
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JayhawkGirl Senior Member Posts: 5,144 Likes: 3,199	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 14:51:04 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by JayhawkGirl on Dec 31, 2017 14:51:04 GMT -5 Snuggle in baby!!! And steel up, cervix!!!
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skidunks Full Member Posts: 2,705 Likes: 2,385	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 14:51:28 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by skidunks on Dec 31, 2017 14:51:28 GMT -5 I’ve been thinking of you!!
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yourmother Full Member Posts: 4,876 Likes: 3,357	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 14:58:41 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by yourmother on Dec 31, 2017 14:58:41 GMT -5 Love the positive update! Praying for you!!!
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lauralala Full Member Posts: 3,922 Likes: 1,897	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 15:12:54 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by lauralala on Dec 31, 2017 15:12:54 GMT -5 Yay! I'm so happy to read this. I've been thinking of you.
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fivechickens Senior Member Posts: 7,023 Likes: 5,598	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 15:40:20 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by fivechickens on Dec 31, 2017 15:40:20 GMT -5 Good update! Continued aT&Ps.
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noodle Senior Member Posts: 5,119 Likes: 3,927	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 15:56:24 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by noodle on Dec 31, 2017 15:56:24 GMT -5 I’ve been thinking of you, and am so glad to see this update.
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morecoffeeplease Full Member Posts: 3,188 Likes: 5,488	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 15:58:56 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by morecoffeeplease on Dec 31, 2017 15:58:56 GMT -5 I've been thinking of you! I'm so glad to read this update.
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Eagles Elder Posts: 10,824 Likes: 22,848	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 16:09:27 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Eagles on Dec 31, 2017 16:09:27 GMT -5 Glad to hear! Sending strong cervix vibes!
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sapphireblue Senior Member Posts: 5,186 Likes: 3,345	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Dec 31, 2017 17:03:51 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by sapphireblue on Dec 31, 2017 17:03:51 GMT -5 I also have been thinking of you and am so happy to see this update!
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@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Jan 3, 2018 15:02:11 GMT -5 via mobile

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Dec 31, 2017 13:24:39 GMT -5 sproctopus said:

Hi ❤ thank you!

Doing ok today. We had good-ish news at yesterday's appt (cervix was averaging just over 2.6). It gave me a tiny boost in hope, anyways. I also was able to sleep about 8 hrs last night (I've been averaging about 4-5 in broken spurts), so that felt good. Next appt is Tuesday and just hoping for stability.

Thanks for thinking of us!

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I’ve been checking for updates, hope your doing well.

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litskispeciality Senior Member Posts: 6,484 Likes: 3,112	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Jan 3, 2018 15:04:50 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by litskispeciality on Jan 3, 2018 15:04:50 GMT -5 I hope everything's going well and baby's still in there.
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pandora89 Senior Member Posts: 7,237 Likes: 10,907	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Jan 3, 2018 15:09:00 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by pandora89 on Jan 3, 2018 15:09:00 GMT -5 Thinking of you <3
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calamity Full Member Posts: 2,987 Likes: 4,849	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Jan 3, 2018 15:17:02 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by calamity on Jan 3, 2018 15:17:02 GMT -5 Lots of us keeping you in our prayers ! <3
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Back down to 0.9 at yesterday's appointment. Back on indocin for 48 hrs. Hopefully we can make it to the doctor tomorrow in the storm and check out baby's heart (meds can have negative impact). Doctor wants to place a second cerclage Saturday. He wasnt there during my appointment yesterday, so I didn't have the chance to speak with him. I called L&D and asked to be admitted and they said no. I freaked out on everyone and showed my whole ass by crying and yelling at everyone telling me to relax. I told my PA that until she's watched a very wanted baby of her own die right in front of her to stop telling me to relax. 🤤 So.

I want my body back. I want my mental health back or whatever I had back. I am having trouble connecting with the baby because I don't believe he will live. I am terrified to have a premie with significant life-long health problems. I'm afraid that a marriage can't survive this much sad and I love my husband so much. I can barely look at him without thinking about how he may never get the chance to play soccer with a child of his own. And I hate every fucking person telling me he will live and be ok. The medicine I am taking makes me feel like an actual trash can and laying upside down make it worse.

I'm sorry I don't have a good update and I'm sorry to constantly bump this depressing ass thread. I'm 23 weeks tomorrow and I hate interacting with people who act like nothing can be done because I'm so early. If mental health care in the country is garbage, then maternal mental health in this country is a steaming pile of dog shit. I am so, so tired.

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kath16 Full Member Posts: 4,084 Likes: 4,885	@Sproctopus, how are you doing? Jan 3, 2018 15:38:53 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kath16 on Jan 3, 2018 15:38:53 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. You are doing such an amazing job advocating for your little boy. I don't really know what else to say but I wanted to tell you that.
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