Post by meshaliuknits on May 18, 2012 10:27:41 GMT -5
Today is my youngest sister's 29th birthday.
I haven't spoken to her since March. I sent texts to her last known, but no response. Last I heard she'd gotten booted from her place and was crashing with a friend, but I don't know where or if she's still there. My other sister hasn't heard from her either and the youngest ALWAYS lets her know where she is.
I worry because if something happened to her, I'm not at all sure we'd ever know. I keep telling myself she'll pop up again, like she always does after a long period of no communication, but for some reason this time feels different. I feel like I'm never going to talk to my sister again. And the thought makes me really sad.
I'm sorry. It really fucking sucks when you love someone so much and can't help them or do anything to change their behavior. All you can do is be there in case she is ever ready, and send up good wishes and prayers for her. Hugs.