Here we go again (loss)

[turboteal]

Thinking positive thoughts for you, I hope your beta is good!

[CrazyLucky]

I am so happy and hopeful for you!

[stellelinds25]

I was actually just reading about darkening lines this morning because on my cheapie strips mine aren’t really darkening either and that doesn’t always mean something. You’re not out and a line is still a line. Sending all the good thoughts to you ❤️

[lovelyshoes]

I know it’s hard, but please don’t get ahead of yourself, wait for your beta. Wishing you lots of good luck and sticky vibes.

[shoeless]

Sending you so many good thoughts. I over analyzed the shit out of everything and made myself miserable. so, my only advice is to stop peeing on sticks or only do it every few days. Day to day line darkening can really vary based on factors like how much you drank, how long you held the pee for, time of day etc. hang in there hun and we are all rooting for you

[seeyalater52]

Thanks guys. Trying not to put the cart before the horse but with such a low beta (20) combined with the light, stagnant test lines I’m not really sure I can manage to be hopeful that it’s not chemical.

[robinsbff]

oh wow. i haven't been on since yesterday morning, so reading everything now. a line is a line, and one beta means really nothing, it's about the progression. one data point by itself is nearly impossible to interpret. it's also still early. many, many hugs to you. i'm keeping you in my thoughts over the next few days!

[vmars]

I really hope your next beta increases to where it needs to be. Waiting sucks.

[lovelyshoes]

It can more than double in 24 hours. Continues good thoughts your way.

[🍍🍊pineappleorange🍍🍊]

good luck and a happy and healthy pregnancy to you.

[fairfax]

I am hoping and praying for a good number on Friday!!

[landmermaid]

I'm sorry that you are worried. It is still early in the process. I hope everything is snuggling in now and your next beta is great.

[red]

Sending good vibes your way, it’s so hard to be patient but I have read plenty of anecdotes that end positively.

[konapoppy]

I am keeping everything crossed for you. ❤️

[pickel]

Yay for a positive beta! I have everything crossed that you get a great double or more on Friday!!

[moonriver]

I hope you get a good number on Friday!

[seeyalater52]

I appreciate the positivity guys. Sadly I woke up to nearly negative tests today (just the faintest hint of a squinter.) It’s definitely a loss, they’ll confirm tomorrow.

I’m so heartbroken. I don’t even know how to go on.

[woowoo]

Feb 21, 2019 5:16:45 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

I appreciate the positivity guys. Sadly I woke up to nearly negative tests today (just the faintest hunt of a squinter.) It’s definitely a loss, they’ll confirm tomorrow.

I’m so heartbroken. I don’t even know how to go on.

((seeyalater52,))

[pickel]

I’m so sorry. ((Hugs))

[shoeless]

I’m so very very sorry. Be kind to yourself ((hugs)) and try not to blame yourself.

[EllenGriswold]

I am so very sorry.

[knx9211]

I am so sorry that you’re going through this again.

[landmermaid]

There are no words. I'm so, so sorry. 💔

[shauni27]

oh fuck, I am so, so sorry. Sending lots of love and support.

[G22]

Oh friend, I'm so sorry. 💔

[icedcoffee]

No. I am so sorry. It's not fair.

[scm1011]

I am so so sorry. I cannot imagine the mindfuck of 3 chemical pregnancies. Its so unfair.

[msmerymac]

Oh no. I just saw this. My heart is breaking for you.

[robinsbff]

Oh no. I’m so sorry. Be kind to yourself. Many hugs.

[FishChicks]

I am so, so deeply sorry. I've had 5 chemicals, including 3 from treatment cycles, so I understand the pain at least a bit. If you ever want to chat, hitch, or otherwise get support from someone who's been there, let me know. Sending you love and strength.