I went for beta this morning and to add insult to injury the tech completely blew out my vein. I was hoping and praying that my stark white test yesterday would have turned around but nope, was still stark white before I went. Today is 11dp3dt. I already feel myself turning into a horrible negative nancy today, luckily I work from home. I know these things happen but it's just never easy. I'm debating going into the last FET and transferring the last 2 embryo's. We only had 3 embryo's and they froze on day 3 instead of trying to grow them out. This clinic goes by if you have less than 4 embryo's they freeze right away instead of chancing it to make it to blast.
I guess the bottle of sangria I have unopened in the fridge will finally be put to use tonight.
I'll drink for you if you'll have a drink for me! Or well we could just drink all the wines!! I told DH I today that I have literally no fucks to give.