Oh no. I am so very sorry to hear this. It really is an impossible choice. I've been through TFMR and it was horrible emotionally. Feel free to message me if you want to talk.
I'm so sorry. It really is the most heartbreaking choice. I remember wanting it to be over as soon as possible and also being in disbelief, hoping that someone would tell me there had been a mistake with the results. We spoke to everyone the best doctors and geneticists in London, and decided to suffer ourselves so that our daughter never had to suffer a single minute.
Feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk. It can be an incredibly isolating experience.
I’m so very sorry for you and your family. This is an exceedingly difficult decision and you have chosen the path that may be most difficult for you, but best for your children. Big hugs to you today and for many days to come.
I am so sorry. I TFMR several years ago. It is very emotional, even when you know it is the right thing for you. I will be thinking of you. There is a group on Baby Center that is very welcoming (I think it is still around). Feel free to PM me if you want to chat.
My heart is hurting so deeply for you clseale. I didn’t know you were expecting but am lurking a bit, and I’m just so crushed for your loss. I can’t think of anything harder. I know many women here are sending love and peace to you. I hope it helps a little to know that others care and are grieving with you.
Post by jennistarr1 on Jun 5, 2019 10:17:11 GMT -5
I am so sorry for your loss, which I know is not a simple loss...you're being asked to be active participant in it, which is so unfair. Sending all my love and peaceful thoughts your way. Its comforting to see that people with personal experience are reaching out to you, I admire those women and sending them warm thoughts as well
I am so sorry for your loss, which I know is not a simple loss...you're being asked to be active participant in it, which is so unfair. Sending all my love and peaceful thoughts your way. Its comforting to see that people with personal experience are reaching out to you, I admire those women and sending them warm thoughts as well
The support I have received from this community has been so comforting. Whether it has been from women who have been in my shoes (which is so selfless, because I know it has to bring their own grief to the surface) or just from others sending love and providing compassion and understanding. Each time someone mentions our son (versus just a pregnancy that is ending) it has been like a little hug to my heart. To know that others see that he is here, that he is so loved and wanted, that he is part of our family and his life matters...it’s been an important part of me processing this.
Thank you to everyone in this thread. We are still awaiting the FISH results from the CVS (but that is more just to have the info moving forward, the diagnosis is definitely confirmed), but we will be saying goodbye this weekend.
Clseale, I just saw your post, and am gutted for you and your family. You are in my thoughts, and I wish you peace this weekend and as you move forward. ❤️
Love of my life baby boy born 11/11. One and done not by choice; 3 years of TTC yielded 4 MMC and 2 CPs, through 4 IUIs and 2 IVFs. Focusing on making the world a better place instead...and running.
clseale, just wanted to send love, I saw your post a couple up and I hope everything went as smoothly as it could for you under the circumstances. Sending comfort and healing thoughts your way.
clseale, just wanted to send love, I saw your post a couple up and I hope everything went as smoothly as it could for you under the circumstances. Sending comfort and healing thoughts your way.
Thank you. The process, (while obviously traumatic for a variety of reasons ) went smoothly. Physically, I am fine. I just miss him. And this part of the grief is where I feel more alone. DH is amazing, but he just can’t get this part of it. He says he does, but he doesn’t feel it like I do. He wanted this pregnancy very much and I know that losing it and seeing the way it hurts me has broken his heart, but he can’t feel it the way I do. For 3.5 months, I carried our son. I was never alone, he was always with me. When I read to dd or sang her bedtime songs or rocked her, I was doing it with both of my babies. And now he’s just gone.
I’ll be ok. I have an amazing support system and I can’t even begin to explain how crucial dd has been for me through this. I’m not sure where we would be if we didn’t have her to love, it’s just a weird sort of mourning and grief.