Post by bullygirl979 on Oct 5, 2012 8:49:35 GMT -5
I haven't been sleeping much lately so I have been a little crabby in the mornings. I sent a really bitchy reply to this guy who emailed me for the first time last night. The amusing part of the story is that I actually reference in my profile about what a genuinely nice person I am, ha!
Because we never have time to have sex since I have ds, we have resorted to quickies in various places of hiding including closets. It makes us both feel like teenagers and has added a bit of umph to our relationship.
I was texting W each time I went to the bathroom on my date last night. I was trying to see if he could meet up for a drink but he was working at a function. I was bummed because I really wanted to see him again.
It made me laugh a little even though last night's date didn't work out because dude was a sheriff and works with my sheriff friend who cancelled on me a few weeks back.
I've been having strong pains in the last few weeks. I think they finally got bad enough that I need to go see the doctor.... I'm scared that they might be cysts and I will need surgery. Or that the Mirena is the cause
I have been failing on being healthy. I need to cut my carbs and up my protein but haven't. At least A has been eating healthy...
I may have drank more at happy hour last night than I should and decided that I wanted to tell T I loved him. But then I sobered up and didn't. And now I feel like it's the elephant in the room that just needs to be said!
I had a sex dream last night and in the dream I was getting nothing out of it and I woke up all mad that I didn't get off. I'm afraid that it's a premonition of my next sexual encounter (which, btw, is not even on the radar!)
I want to have sex. It has been 2 months (a world record). XBF texted me yesterday. He heard I was sick and wanted to see if I needed anything. I thanked him and told him I was okay. But I considered it. Just sex. And I still am. But I know it's the worst idea in the whole entire universe because we will end up back together.
It's annoying when people whine about not getting sex for a whole month or two months. Come on people...it's not that long!!!! Whining should be reserved for those of us in the 6 months plus club!
And BK, it's time for you to invest in a vibrator! Your Ex is bad news. You and your son don't need an alcoholic in your lives. No matter how badly you think you need to get laid.
I may have drank more at happy hour last night than I should and decided that I wanted to tell T I loved him. But then I sobered up and didn't. And now I feel like it's the elephant in the room that just needs to be said!
Ha I am in the same boat. Since I have waited and not said it, it has become this HUGE thing with all this pressure. I am an idiot. I am flaming myself.
Post by chrissie3416 on Oct 5, 2012 9:38:29 GMT -5
Im with ya Jade and Baa....I just won't say it b/c I am needing a lil clarification on where his head is it at first which yes I know really doesnt change how I feel but still...
I want to have sex. It has been 2 months (a world record). XBF texted me yesterday. He heard I was sick and wanted to see if I needed anything. I thanked him and told him I was okay. But I considered it. Just sex. And I still am. But I know it's the worst idea in the whole entire universe because we will end up back together.
But I need to have sex yo
I know what you mean. My record is 4 months. I'd rather not break it... And vibrators are nowhere near the same. I take bad sex over a vibrator...
I want to have sex. It has been 2 months (a world record). XBF texted me yesterday. He heard I was sick and wanted to see if I needed anything. I thanked him and told him I was okay. But I considered it. Just sex. And I still am. But I know it's the worst idea in the whole entire universe because we will end up back together.
But I need to have sex yo
I know what you mean. My record is 4 months. I'd rather not break it... And vibrators are nowhere near the same. I take bad sex over a vibrator...
Yea, I'm not big on vibrators either. I like the cuddling and affection. I miss that. XBF was pretty awesome in that respect. I'm totally not going to do it, but it would be nice just for one night.
It's annoying when people whine about not getting sex for a whole month or two months. Come on people...it's not that long!!!! Whining should be reserved for those of us in the 6 months plus club!
And BK, it's time for you to invest in a vibrator! Your Ex is bad news. You and your son don't need an alcoholic in your lives. No matter how badly you think you need to get laid.
That's how I felt when I went 2 years with no sex! Unfortunately, the more you have it the more you want it.
It's annoying when people whine about not getting sex for a whole month or two months. Come on people...it's not that long!!!! Whining should be reserved for those of us in the 6 months plus club!
And BK, it's time for you to invest in a vibrator! Your Ex is bad news. You and your son don't need an alcoholic in your lives. No matter how badly you think you need to get laid.
That's how I felt when I went 2 years with no sex! Unfortunately, the more you have it the more you want it.
SO TRUE. When I was getting to 6 months, yeah, I wanted it but I didn't WANT IT and now that I have been getting it more I'm like OMG ITS BEEN THREE DAYS WHERES THE COCK
I want to have sex. It has been 2 months (a world record). XBF texted me yesterday. He heard I was sick and wanted to see if I needed anything. I thanked him and told him I was okay. But I considered it. Just sex. And I still am. But I know it's the worst idea in the whole entire universe because we will end up back together.
But I need to have sex yo
I know what you mean. My record is 4 months. I'd rather not break it... And vibrators are nowhere near the same. I take bad sex over a vibrator...
I am already at a record of 15 MONTHS as of today!!!! It's not helping that taking my A/D is actually INCREASING my drive dramatically. I am going nuts over here.
Im with ya Jade and Baa....I just won't say it b/c I am needing a lil clarification on where his head is it at first which yes I know really doesnt change how I feel but still...
Yep. Same here - I mean his actions show he cares for me but we haven't exactly talked about anything. We should make a pact to tell them this weekend haha.
Post by chrissie3416 on Oct 5, 2012 11:07:45 GMT -5
I know J cares...I don't doubt that...its that hes not as open about it anymore as he was in the beginning which i know happens as you get more comfortable with each other...with it being somewhat of a LDR I just want to be sure so I dont feel like Im making all this effort for nothing if that makes sense. Lol Ill be drinking as we are going to the Brewfest tomorrow so it may slip out whether I want it too or not! but a pact may not be a bad idea!
I know what you mean. My record is 4 months. I'd rather not break it... And vibrators are nowhere near the same. I take bad sex over a vibrator...
I am already at a record of 15 MONTHS as of today!!!! It's not helping that taking my A/D is actually INCREASING my drive dramatically. I am going nuts over here.
Sometimes I read posts on other boards about people with marriage difficulties and I while I feel bad for the poster I am so incredibly grateful I got out of my bad marriage. It was awful. I mean I was suicidal. What a terrible dark place. So glad it is in my past.
Sometimes I read posts on other boards about people with marriage difficulties and I while I feel bad for the poster I am so incredibly grateful I got out of my bad marriage. It was awful. I mean I was suicidal. What a terrible dark place. So glad it is in my past.
Srsly, like the chick on ML who's husband is a lazy ass and she's a bitch to him cuz she's resentful of him being a lazy ass. Holy shit I can't imagine living like that again!!!
Sometimes I read posts on other boards about people with marriage difficulties and I while I feel bad for the poster I am so incredibly grateful I got out of my bad marriage. It was awful. I mean I was suicidal. What a terrible dark place. So glad it is in my past.
Srsly, like the chick on ML who's husband is a lazy ass and she's a bitch to him cuz she's resentful of him being a lazy ass. Holy shit I can't imagine living like that again!!!
Yep. Sometimes I read some of those posts and am Like Hell to the no. Maybe I am one of those people BK's online dater hates that gives up to easy, but life is too short to be unhappy. You consistently treat me like shit, then get the fuck out. I don't care if you are friend/family/SO, nobody puts baby in a corner!
Srsly, like the chick on ML who's husband is a lazy ass and she's a bitch to him cuz she's resentful of him being a lazy ass. Holy shit I can't imagine living like that again!!!
Yep. Sometimes I read some of those posts and am Like Hell to the no. Maybe I am one of those people BK's online dater hates that gives up to easy, but life is too short to be unhappy. You consistently treat me like shit, then get the fuck out. I don't care if you are friend/family/SO, nobody puts baby in a corner!
Seriously!! We are too cool to fuck around with that bullshit. Treat me like the pretty pretty princess that I am or GTFO!!!
-I am almost completely over TV dude after his complete lack of game. Im totally being a bitch and judging him that he texts me sooooooooooooo much and uses the phrase LOL. What can I say Im a judgmental bitch! -I flaked on a date with less than 24 hours notice. I was really over it and Ive been exhausted. The guy texted back he doesnt cancel without 24 hours notice. I thought that was actually pretty funny so I might meet up with him this weekend.....
-I am almost completely over TV dude after his complete lack of game. Im totally being a bitch and judging him that he texts me sooooooooooooo much and uses the phrase LOL. What can I say Im a judgmental bitch! -I flaked on a date with less than 24 hours notice. I was really over it and Ive been exhausted. The guy texted back he doesnt cancel without 24 hours notice. I thought that was actually pretty funny so I might meet up with him this weekend.....
LOL!!!! ;D
Umm TV guy is officially weird. But I'm amused by this ongoing text conversation and how much he will tolerate. I like 24 hour guy. That was pretty funny.