Vent: A couple women in my CLCP support group are making me feel like a shit mom. I know I'm taking their words way too personally and internalizing it way to much. But whenever I see a mom write the words "So and So has never had a drop of formula!" it makes me ragey. They know this is a group of women that either couldn't BF at all, had to EP and supplement with formula, and on the rare occasion EP without supplementing. It just feels like they are being all holier than thou because they could do what I couldn't.
I'm so insanely bored at work, I'm starting to seriously consider stabbing myself with a pen or something just to have something to DO. Seriously...this is the 4th or 5th day of this, half a hour-ish only of work throughout the day. Boredom is starting to make me snacky and NO, I'm GOING to lose 3 pounds in 3 weeks. God I hate this job.
Vent: The bill to fix Paddy's chipped tooth from last night is going to be just under $1000. I feel very disconnected from my family at the moment. Times like these I wish I didn't live across the country.
Random: When I sent an email to H today about trying to find little things to make me happy he responded with a list of things I have to be happy about
An amazing house on a hill in a major city with amazing views A loving husband who makes fun of you all the time An asshole cat and even bigger asshole bloody dog that like you Enough financial stability to pay cash for a new car Your frickin health HBO NFL Red Zone 225,000 miles on Alaska.
Post by FrozenSunshine on Oct 10, 2012 18:50:48 GMT -5
DawnyP - how cute! Sounders - *hugs*
I'm just having a shit week. Between all the house drama and working 12 + hour days because other people can't get their shit together. I'm over this week.
The amount of wine disappearing after 12 hour days is getting ridiculous too.
Random: Alaska Airlines has amazing customer service. My mileage plan account was all screwed up and I figured out I never actually changed my name on it... yeah, 3 years later. They were super helpful and got everything reset and updated in like 2 minutes flat. She even added my booked flight to my account. I was impressed.
FWP: because of the decision I made to go back to school while working and my crappy attention span. I don't have enough time to get everything done or eat well.
Ventish: I think my knee is actually really screwed up since the 1/2 marathon in June. It hurts all the time and I can't stand up from a crouch. I don't want to go to a doctor because I am pretty sure they will suggest surgery that I don't want and can't afford.