So frustrated and angry at myself (long, sorry)

[bronxgirl]

As I mentioned before I had a chemical PG this weekend after an IUI. The bleeding started Thursday and when I called the doctor's office on Friday I was so excited about the BFP I didn't even think to tell them about the bleeding, esp since I had it with my daughter so I wasn't concerned. I could totally kick myself for that now, what was I thinking?? Than on Sat when the bleeding kept going I didn't call b/c they make a huge deal about only calling on weekends if it's a medical emergency so I didn't think I should have someone paged just to ask a question and then after I got the negative test I was so upset that I couldn't even think straight. I thought about calling yesterday, but again since it wasn't a medical emergency and I can't leave a message for a nurse and it seemed like a done deal, I didn't. This AM I was supposed to go in for a post PG test follow up, but I was dreading going in and telling them what happened, plus I knew there was nothing that could be done. Again, I can't call them until they officially open the office at 9. To get there before work I have to get up at 5:30 and leave by 6 and I was so unbelievably tired this AM, plus I thought the appointment was kind of moot at this point so I went back to bed (it's more of a clinic than an actual scheduled appointment) and called them at 9:00 to tell them what happened. Eventually a nurse called me back, but I was with patients at the time so I couldn't answer. She said they need meto come in so they can still do a blood test and see what's going on. I called back, but it always goes straight to voice mail and they haven't gotten back to me since. Arrgghh..I am so mad at myself and really annoyed at the office that it is so hard to get ahold of someone. Anyway, thanks for reading my long rambling vent. I needed to get this out.

[winecheery]

I'm sorry bronx. I'm sure I'd be feeling pretty damn similar in your shoes.

[serendipity]

Hope you get a call back soon...

[blindyswife]

Oh Bronx. As if all of this wasn't crappy enough to begin with, now you're playing phone tag with the doc office. I am so sorry you're dealing with this.

[glauren]

What a frustrating and heartbreaking situation I hope they call you back soon

[bronxgirl]

Thanks everyone. I finally heard from the nurse and I am going in tomorrow AM.

[FastHands]

Ugh, sorry you are having to deal with frustration on top of everything.
What did they say? Will they be able to at least learn something at your appointment to make things more likely in the future?

[magpie]

aww, go easy on yourself. I hope your appointment goes as well as possible tomorrow.

[sunflower22]

Hope your appt goes well, ((((hugs))))

[KaraOrNot]

Hugs, Bronx.

[Cheesecake]

Sorry Bronx, that sucks!!!

Sent from my phone, please disregard typos

[HoneySpider]

Hugs bronx, sorry you're having a crappy time