I'm waiting at the gynecologist. There are kids everywhere in the waiting room. Where do they go/what do they do while their moms' legs are up in the stirrups?!
Post by ElizabethBennet on Jul 22, 2013 8:37:20 GMT -5
I'm sorry missusbee, I think it's perfectly reasonable to feel the way you do. I can't imagine how violating it is to know that someone was in your home. But I hope you're able to have a good birthday!
My randoms:
My kid is already awake
I'm hoping my dad gets his scan results today. I'm really nervous about it. He had the scan last Wednesday and I keep telling myself that if it was serious we would have heard right away. Right? Ugh, I hate this.
Oh, also, over the weekend we drove by a rummage sale and they had three cribs, three high chairs, three baby carriers, and a triple stroller for sale along with two tables that ran the length of a long driveway all covered in pink clothing. The triplet girls were riding around on pink trikes. I never saw so much pink in my life.
I'm miserable. I know worse things happen to people than having some crap stolen from your house, but I can't shake this off. I feel like crying, at any point, like we fucked up buying our house in this place and feel trapped with no place better to move. Like we failed at providing a safe home for our son.
Also I feel like the police are barely doing anything, which fucking sucks because we know who it is that did this. And still nobody's taken a god damn fingerprint or made an arrest. what the mother fucking fuck
ETA: and its my birthday today. which is only depressing me even more.
You have every right to feel this way. Someone broke into my car when I was in university while it was in my driveway and I seriously felt violated for a long time. I hated the thought that someone else was touching my property without permission. You had no way of knowing this was going to happen, and this is not your fault. You cannot blame yourself for any of it. Have you considered having a security alarm installed for peace of mind from now on?
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Enjoy your day, don't let that intruder take that from you too.
I am down to the double digits in this pregnancy, which is making me happy
I don't for the life of me remember what I was going to do today. H came home from work to eat breakfast with me and brought me Tim Hortons, which was sweet of him
I did something to my wrist yesterday while opening the window and now my thumb and pointer finger are throbbing like toothaches and I didn't sleep well because of it. Grr!
Post by Monica Geller on Jul 22, 2013 8:45:12 GMT -5
Happy Birthday @missusbee ! Try to have a good day. I hope the cops get their act together and can give you some answers. Try to cut yourself some slack too, it's only been a couple of days.
It's pouring rain here right now and is supposed to continue all day. I have a TON of errands to run this afternoon.
I had a dream last night that I was at a city council meeting (?!?) and was so bored that I WOKE UP. (huh)
I can't shake this sinus infection. Ugh. The one stuffed up nostril and the post nasal drip that is making me hack up a lung every five minutes s getting old. We are finally finalizing our vacation plans but dh kind of told his sister anvil they could join us. (They were booking a cabin for us, that they told us we could have) for a few days of our trip. He forgot my mom was going too. Oh we'll, the more the merrier and we will have our own car. I went on a shopping spree on Saturday and scored! I found a super cute dress ont he clearance rack at Macy's, marked at $59 but it rang up $19, I also got two pair of shoes and they rang up together cheaper than the one clearance pair! H and two super cute outfits for dd that were $3.48, I need to get off my ass and clean my house.
FIL had a screwdriver go through his palm yesterday. He was admitted and told he'd need surgery today to clean it out. Just found out that no surgery is needed- just antibiotics and the doctor can clean it out in the office tomorrow.
We had a summer shower early this morning and the sunrise on my way to work was gorgeous.
I read that buying new running/crosstraining shoes can help motivate you to workout. So I did, and they came this weekend, sooooo I'm off to the gym after work.
Even though my hair is wild and I'm wearing vestiages of makeup from last night's party, I feel pretty today.
I booked the romance package at the hotel we're staying at. It includes a bottle of our choosing (I chose sweet white wine) and rose petals on the floor when we come in. H booked us a pretty sweet room and I REALLY hope it overlooks La Villita. I know I'll spend my time at La Villita today; I need to find something for my parents!
Oh, and since we came back from the beach, Hart has wanted to sleep in a big bed. So we put him in the guest room until we got his room switched around (which H is seriously dragging his feet on, but I digress)
So, Hart was supposed to be napping yesterday, he wasn't sleeping but was pretty quiet, so whatever. I came in after an hour to see how he was doing and found this:
The joint where my left femur connects to my pelvis has been hurting for awhile, but today it's really bad. I can't really put pressure on my left leg. I feel like my leg is going to fall off lol
I am hoping this is just pregnancy related because I have absolutely no idea what to do to make it better.
While mowing the lawn this morning, I was stung/bit by something. I have a sore welt on my arm now. When I came in from mowing the lawn, I went into the basement to take off my grassy socks. There was a centipede in the sink. I'm going to die of anxiety now. I'm being dramatic, but I hate bugs, especially fast ones with lots of legs. I washed it down the sink, but it had so many damn legs, it'll probably crawl back up out of the drain. Omg.
I think they are going to retest N's range of motion tomorrow at PT. I'm so nervous. I'm scared that I'm not doing enough at home with her and that if she ends up in braces/casts it's going to be my fault.
My period is going to start any second now and I'm crazy mad and ready to cry but I have no idea why.
It's 9:30 in the morning and I would kill for a stiff drink.
None of it is your fault! If her range of motion is not where they think it should be, it is not anything that you did --I promise.