I am having a pity party tonight. I have looked at wedding pics, and watching say yes to the dress. Counter productive I know. I just can't help, but think that 10 years ago at this time I was having the time of my life at the reception. I I think it if was supposed to be our 4 year or our 9 year, it wouldn't hurt as bad as 10. 10 just seems like it was a milestone. I am not posting this to be depressing. Just that I need to stop and rewind lol
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
I am having a pity party tonight. I have looked at wedding pics, and watching say yes to the dress. Counter productive I know. I just can't help, but think that 10 years ago at this time I was having the time of my life at the reception. I I think it if was supposed to be our 4 year or our 9 year, it wouldn't hurt as bad as 10. 10 just seems like it was a milestone. I am not posting this to be depressing. Just that I need to stop and rewind lol
DD wears big girl panties during the day, but pull ups at night. Last night, I realized we were out of pull-ups. I was fully prepared to put a pad in my daughters panties, but DH found a pull-up in my car lol.
Also, I'm on glass number three of wine and plan to take a dose of cough medicine before bed because I cannot stop coughing. I realize this is probably not a good mixture, but I want to sleep without coughing.
Post by fuckyourcouch on Nov 8, 2013 21:30:48 GMT -5
My h had a horrific day at work and I feel so bad for him. He is so passionate about his job and works so hard and I am ready to shit on his boss' doorstep.
My confession is I encouraged him to start looking elsewhere partially for selfish reasons, and I am treating his upset feelings with booze. But I did make his favorite for dinner (breakfast tacos from scratch) and we will probably do the sex later. Lol
I am having a pity party tonight. I have looked at wedding pics, and watching say yes to the dress. Counter productive I know. I just can't help, but think that 10 years ago at this time I was having the time of my life at the reception. I I think it if was supposed to be our 4 year or our 9 year, it wouldn't hurt as bad as 10. 10 just seems like it was a milestone. I am not posting this to be depressing. Just that I need to stop and rewind lol
It's ok to have pity parties. It's healthy to have those feelings. (((Hugs)))
DD wears big girl panties during the day, but pull ups at night. Last night, I realized we were out of pull-ups. I was fully prepared to put a pad in my daughters panties, but DH found a pull-up in my car lol.
Also, I'm on glass number three of wine and plan to take a dose of cough medicine before bed because I cannot stop coughing. I realize this is probably not a good mixture, but I want to sleep without coughing.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Post by AHappierHour on Nov 8, 2013 21:40:01 GMT -5
(( bonquiqui )) It's ok to feel sad about your marriage ending. It was a good period of your life. It will get easier. I hope the rest of your weekend is better
DD wears big girl panties during the day, but pull ups at night. Last night, I realized we were out of pull-ups. I was fully prepared to put a pad in my daughters panties, but DH found a pull-up in my car lol.
my dog wears those huge overnight pads in her washable diapers. it cracks me up every time I see my husband carefully lining the dog's panties.
Sometimes my h does really redneck things and it's totally embarrassing. Like, today he ripped out some 5 foot shrubs by wrapping a chain around them and ripping them out with his truck. The lookie-loo neighbour across the road was staring at him from his front window and I could tell he was thinking "wtf is going on over there".
Just dig them out like a normal person, h. Whyyy do you have to rip everything out with a chain and your truck??
Sometimes my h does really redneck things and it's totally embarrassing. Like, today he ripped out some 5 foot shrubs by wrapping a chain around them and ripping them out with his truck. The lookie-loo neighbour across the road was staring at him from his front window and I could tell he was thinking "wtf is going on over there".
Just dig them out like a normal person, h. Whyyy do you have to rip everything out with a chain and your truck??
We ripped out all the shrubs along our house with a chain and my jeep. I considered it normal. LOL.
Post by AHappierHour on Nov 8, 2013 21:43:29 GMT -5
Tomorrow is my baby shower and I'm nervous and not very excited. I think it's because my PG is coming to an end and I'm getting nervous. I know how hard the first year can be and I'm so not looking forward to it.
Sometimes my h does really redneck things and it's totally embarrassing. Like, today he ripped out some 5 foot shrubs by wrapping a chain around them and ripping them out with his truck. The lookie-loo neighbour across the road was staring at him from his front window and I could tell he was thinking "wtf is going on over there".
Just dig them out like a normal person, h. Whyyy do you have to rip everything out with a chain and your truck??
We ripped out all the shrubs along our house with a chain and my jeep. I considered it normal. LOL.
Lol! It's just...he was holding up traffic with these stupid shrubs just dangling behind his truck. I was totally prepared to go out there and dig, but no. He also ripped out a fence with his truck.
Tomorrow is my baby shower and I'm nervous and not very excited. I think it's because my PG is coming to an end and I'm getting nervous. I know how hard the first year can be and I'm so not looking forward to it.
Awww, I am sorry you are nervous, but I bet you will end up having a fantastic time tomorrow.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
DD wears big girl panties during the day, but pull ups at night. Last night, I realized we were out of pull-ups. I was fully prepared to put a pad in my daughters panties, but DH found a pull-up in my car lol.
my dog wears those huge overnight pads in her washable diapers. it cracks me up every time I see my husband carefully lining the dog's panties.
The mental image of this, and your dog wearing diapers in general is cracking me up. Now I am picturing you inviting your dog to a dinner party with a diaper on. lmao
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Another confession? I just turned on "too cute" about baby kittens for my kitties to watch. They love this show, it is their jam. They are on the couch watching.
apalettepassion.wordpress.com/ WHO IS BONQUIQUI!?!?!?!??!
"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
apalettepassion.wordpress.com/ WHO IS BONQUIQUI!?!?!?!??!
"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
my dog wears those huge overnight pads in her washable diapers. it cracks me up every time I see my husband carefully lining the dog's panties.
The mental image of this, and your dog wearing diapers in general is cracking me up. Now I am picturing you inviting your dog to a dinner party with a diaper on. lmao
that is not one of her new fancy washable ones. this is back when she still had shame.
I am having a pity party tonight. I have looked at wedding pics, and watching say yes to the dress. Counter productive I know. I just can't help, but think that 10 years ago at this time I was having the time of my life at the reception. I I think it if was supposed to be our 4 year or our 9 year, it wouldn't hurt as bad as 10. 10 just seems like it was a milestone. I am not posting this to be depressing. Just that I need to stop and rewind lol
The mental image of this, and your dog wearing diapers in general is cracking me up. Now I am picturing you inviting your dog to a dinner party with a diaper on. lmao
that is not one of her new fancy washable ones. this is back when she still had shame.
OMG your dog is fancy with non fancy diapers even! I had no idea doggies wore diapers lol
apalettepassion.wordpress.com/ WHO IS BONQUIQUI!?!?!?!??!
"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Another confession? I just turned on "too cute" about baby kittens for my kitties to watch. They love this show, it is their jam. They are on the couch watching.
I love this show. but obviously prefer when it's about puppies.
It is adorable. I know it sounds ridiculous, but they really do love it. They watch so intently.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"
Confession: I don't want to plan (or go to) my own wedding.
Do you want to get married? If so, is eloping not an option?
I want to *be* married. Now. It took a while to get here. I love H but had a terrible divorce.
But I don't want to have the wedding. But H does. And he's not divorced. And he's planning mostly the whole thing. Signed us up for pre-Cana, called my home parish priest, got the date, found me a dress-maker.
I can't identify the exact aversion. I've had thoughts that the ceremony I had before made not one ounce of difference in the outcome in the marriage - so what was the point of it all......but I don't think that's the major enthusiasm drain.
I wonder if its our stage in life right now. All ready have the kid. H is injured, I have a new job. For one thing (probably not the *only* thing) I don't have time and energy to spend on this stuff. And it feels like a mistake to siphon resources away for planning. This is horrible of me (as a wife). I know.
Sometimes my h does really redneck things and it's totally embarrassing. Like, today he ripped out some 5 foot shrubs by wrapping a chain around them and ripping them out with his truck. The lookie-loo neighbour across the road was staring at him from his front window and I could tell he was thinking "wtf is going on over there".
Just dig them out like a normal person, h. Whyyy do you have to rip everything out with a chain and your truck??
This is so my H. His truck is ridiculous and he likes to do stupid things with it.
I've worked out so much in the past 3 weeks and my sole motivation has been that H loaded my kindle with good books and I want to read them guilt free and put DD in child watch and read. My glutes and hamstrings hate me but I love it. I am pretty sure I'm going to go again tomorrow. On Saturday. Haven't worked out on a Saturday since the military.
Thanks guys. I totally didn't mean to be depressing again.
Funny cats!
Fuck it. You don't have to be "up" all the time. It's ok and we're here for ye. That sucks and let yourself be sad. But know there are a ton of us who think the world of you.
*lol you, not "ye". I'm not from merry ol olden days. Shit. Something funnier was worded in my head but I just forgot it.