Oh no I've been thinking about you all day (I hope that's not creepy since I don't really "know" you but we're close in dates...) and hoping for the best. I'm so very very sorry that you have to go through this, especially at this time of year. Please take care of yourself and lean on whoever you need to to help pull you through.
I am so so sorry to hear this. You should definitely push forward and request testing. I really hope you never have to go through this again. We are definitely all here for you. ((Awick14))