I am so sorry. Be kind to yourself. When doing that type of thing, there's no way of telling in advance if it'll be healing or make things even harder.
Oh gosh, nailbiter I'm so sorry. I can totally see that you weren't emotionally prepared to relive that morning, but I also think you would've turned that phone on, at some point. SO at least you did it; it's done; you've seen what there is to see. I wish that I could give you huge hugs right now, darling girl.
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"I was thinking about getting off on demand, but it sounds like I should be glad that I didn't"