Post by Chloride Kate on May 25, 2012 0:35:49 GMT -5
I know I don't post much, and I'm not sure what I'm even looking for by posting this.
I came home today and opened the house and immediately smelled poop. I ran in and my dog was laying on the floor and had pooped all over the house. At first, I thought he was just very sick and weak, but it dawned on me pretty quickly that he was dead. He was so still and stiff, but looked peaceful. I don't know what happened to him.
My husband is out of town. I had just told him two weeks ago that one of my biggest fears with him traveling is that I would have to deal with our dogs dying by myself.
Thankfully, I had a friend come help me and he took my sweet boy to be cremated. I couldn't have done it alone.
I feel so numb. I feel like my heart won't ever be full again. He was only 6, and had only been with us for 4 years. He was perfectly fine when I left the house this morning and has never had any health problems. I wasn't ready to say goodbye. My other dog seems to be in the same boat as me. We miss our buddy. I hope he knows how much I love him, I wish so badly I could have told him how much he meant to me.