Oh, jigs. I'm so very sorry. Please don't beat yourself up about should haves. He knew that you were trying to get to him and that you love him, and that's all that matters.
I am so sorry. Letting go of the should haves will be hard but in time I hope you can. Replace them with how much he loved you and how he knew his baby was coming to see him and how much it meant to him. He knew you loved him and he took that with him. Keep how much he loved you with you.
Post by fuckyourcouch on Dec 23, 2014 10:33:55 GMT -5
Oh no. I'm so so sorry. Be easier on yourself about everything - there's no way you could have known. Don't torture yourself. Hugs to you and your family.