I sobbed reading your story. I really feel you on the guilt part, having lost my dad recently and gone through the same emotions. There is never enough time. Lean on the rest of your family and take it one day at a time. ((((( hugs )))))
Post by spitforspat on Dec 23, 2014 11:27:46 GMT -5
Oh, jigsy, I'm so so sorry for your loss. Your dad loved you and wouldn't want you to feel guilty over this (but, of course any and all feelings you have right now are totally valid and ok). I am sending so many hugs and positive thoughts.
My heart hurts for you jigs... I am so sorry for your loss. You gave your dad such a beautiful goodbye in this post. Don't beat yourself up - cancer is an insidious horrible thing that is unpredictable. You're a great daughter and your dad loves you.
Sending so much love and light to you and prayers for your family and your dad on his journey to what is next. You will see him again and he will be whole and healthy. At least that is what I choose to believe. Please try not to get lost in the regrets. It sounds like you were an amazing daughter. It is just awful to lose someone around the holidays. I have been there. God bless you and I am so sorry.
It might not be the place but FUCK just FUCK cancer. I have seen so many with loases in the past two weeks. Pancreatic cancer is hell . So many prayers.
Oh jigsy, I'm so very sorry. I have tears in my eyes reading this. Your dad knows how much you love him. Sending you all the good thoughts and all my prayers. I'm so sorry for your loss.