Hugs. I will say that the "firsts" are very difficult (I.e., holidays, birthday, anniversary), but it will slowly get better. Whatever you are feeling is ok, and if you feel like you need to take a step back or sone time to yourself on the day itself, do it. It is such a difficult thing to navigate, regardless of how complicated your relationship may have been.
Post by captainobvious on Apr 3, 2015 22:38:58 GMT -5
Oh honey, so many hugs. I have a feeling your mil and h will both understand if you need a moment or aren't your normal self tomorrow. Don't be afraid to share your feelings with them. Much love to you.