Update on me

[tellmesomethingood]

I'm awaiting transport to a hospital an hour away. I had go stay in the ER last night. They called 26 hospitals and either I didn't meet their requirements (age and such) or their beds were full. They gave me Ativan to sleep and I slept hard. I'm trying to stomach a little breakfast, but I feel so much better having my phone and my own clothes on. I'm scared, but mostly ready to just get this going.

Thank you for all the messages and support. They mean more than I can say.

[revolution]

I am so proud of you. I will keep you in my thoughts.

[elleblue]

{{{tellmesomethingood}}}

[tripleshot]

(((Hugs)))

[kris356]

((Hugs))

[ax2]

I know you don't know me, but I'm so proud of you. I'm so glad you're getting help.

[cuddlyevil]

I am proud of you! I know it's scary, but it's a good first step.

[minerswife17]

I don't belong to this board but I read your post the other night. I am so happy that you reached out for help. It takes a lot of strength and courage to ask for help. Big hugs to you.

[underwaterrhymes]

Big hugs to you.

[greyflora]

Internet stranger ((hugs)).. Be proud of yourself for getting the help you need- you are stronger then you think.

[anonymess]

(((hugs)))

[ElizabethBennet]

((hugs))

[tevagirl]

(Hugs) I'm so glad you went, and I'm so proud of you!

[miniroller]

luckydog is exactly right, OP!! You sincerely do have a whole board back here rooting for you & sending great vibes! I'm confident in your ability to do this, & very proud of you for taking the first step. AWESOME job; you can do this.

[tellmesomethingood]

Jun 18, 2016 8:59:18 GMT -5 luckydog said:

Just think about all of ML rooting for you! We are part of your support system. I got hundreds of replies of support and that was so awesome and meaningful that there were that many people holding me up. Think about that.

Many many hugs. It is hard and a very difficult first step. But you're strong, I know you are even if you don't realize it yet.

The support is making such a difference right now. My MIL is being allowed to drive me.

[rosiebear]

I'm glad you're there. You have a lot of people in your corner.

[juliachild]

(hugs) I'm so proud of you.

[dianecourt]

I am so glad to hear it. (hugs)

[panicfoot]

I'm so happy that you are getting the help you need and deserve. You are so brave. Big hugs.

[ginger]

tellmesomethingood, You're a rockstar!

[cinderbella]

You are so brave and I'm so proud of you. This was the hardest step - you can do this!

[sugarbear]

You are strong. You can do this.

[booknerd]

I don't usually post on this board but I've been following and I just wanted to say that you are so brave and strong and I'm so happy you're getting the help you deserve.

[kayl84]

I hope you do let us know how you are. I'm so glad that you're going to have so many people in your corner so that you cannot fail. You can only become stronger from this. Not being forced into it and coming to terms on your own (with a little help from those who posted) makes a world of difference. Good luck on your mini YOUcation to find the happier you as a wife, mother, daughter and all around great person again. ((hearts))

[katb]

I hope you get what you need. My DD1 was inpatient in January. Her hospital was about 40 minutes away from us. She was allowed her own clothes once she got there - just nothing with strings - so take yoga pants or athletic shorts.
I got some great advice here and even support. Just one hour at a time, be honest once you get there.

[IrishBelle]

((Hugs)) Thinking of you

[mrsukyankee]

Thinking of you and hoping the very best.

[sesame]

(((Hugs))) you're doing an amazing thing for yourself!

[styme46]

I've been reading your posts but haven't had a chance to replu.

I'm glad you are getting the help you need. I'm really proud of you! (((Hugs)))

[qcinoct]

You are strong, and this is the first big step to getting better. Sending you lots of good thoughts, tellmesomethingood!