TWW 1/27

[noodleoo]

Jalapeñomel, I know I can never stop overanalyzing, but try not to worry. As compassrose, one normal dose is fine!

I'm doing pretty well this week not obsessing like I did last month. But I also have no symptoms whatsoever so I'm doubtful this will be our month. Still a whole week before I can test, it is so hard to wait.

[katespade]

noodleoo - Why does the TWW always feel like an eternity? I can't believe I still have more than a week to go before I can test!

[melsamoony]

Cd 1. Eff you period.

[compassrose]

Feb 1, 2018 18:46:12 GMT -5 melsamoony said:

Cd 1. Eff you period.

Eff it all. I’m sorry.

[pickel]

Feb 1, 2018 18:46:12 GMT -5 melsamoony said:

Cd 1. Eff you period.

I’m so sorry. I tell my H in moments of sadness and frustration how unfair it is to have a loss and not get a BFP next cycle. It’s hard enough having a loss. The continual disappointment of CD1 on top of that sometimes just feels cruel.

[katespade]

I’m so sorry, melsamoony.

[seeyalater52]

I'm so sorry for all who have had negative tests this month, or who are having yet another CD1. It's so unfair.

CD1 here for me today too, and devastated even though I had no chance at all of being pregnant this month. It's just another reminder that we don't get any free tries, not even "pretend" ones while we wait for more money to be able to cycle more.

[Jalapeñomel]

Hugs to all of you!

[katespade]

(((seeyalater52)))

[Jalapeñomel]

7dpiui (well the first one anyway), and nada. I usually know when I ovulate, at least lately, and I didn’t notice this month. It could be the hormones from the trigger, I guess.

[katespade]

Jalapeñomel - I’m really confused because I’m 7DPO and none of my post-ovulation symptoms have shown up. They usually show up within the first couple of DPO, and now I’m worried that I didn’t actually ovulate for some reason.

[grover]

My period should have showed yesterday, but didn't. Test on Tuesday night was negative. I am telling myself that it's my body messing with me. Current plan is to stop at dollar tree on way home from a birthday party tomorrow for a test if it doesn't show by then.

[Jalapeñomel]

Feb 2, 2018 23:31:04 GMT -5 katespade said:

Jalapeñomel - I’m really confused because I’m 7DPO and none of my post-ovulation symptoms have shown up. They usually show up within the first couple of DPO, and now I’m worried that I didn’t actually ovulate for some reason.

I know this feeling! It sucks.

I’m thinking that if implantation occurs it’ll happen any day now, and then I’ll get my symptoms. #wishfulthinking

[grover]

And CD1 has started.

[katespade]

Ugh. I’m sorry, grover.

[Jalapeñomel]

Who’s left?

[compassrose]

I’m sorry grover.

[noodleoo]

Feb 3, 2018 21:42:57 GMT -5 Jalapeñomel said:

Who’s left?

Me.  I’ll be 10 DPO tomorrow but I’m scared to test. No symptoms so I’m not optimistic.  I’m going to try to wait until Wed when I’ll be 13 DPO but I’ll probably cave and test tomorrow. 

Hugs to everyone out this cycle. 😔

[Jalapeñomel]

Feb 3, 2018 22:46:29 GMT -5 noodleoo said:

Feb 3, 2018 21:42:57 GMT -5 Jalapeñomel said:

Who’s left?

Me.  I’ll be 10 DPO tomorrow but I’m scared to test. No symptoms so I’m not optimistic.  I’m going to try to wait until Wed when I’ll be 13 DPO but I’ll probably cave and test tomorrow. 

Hugs to everyone out this cycle. 😔

I’m 10dpiui on Monday. Doc won’t let me POAS, so I will get a blood test Friday or Saturday.

[noodleoo]

Feb 4, 2018 8:05:29 GMT -5 Jalapeñomel said:

Feb 3, 2018 22:46:29 GMT -5 noodleoo said:

Me.  I’ll be 10 DPO tomorrow but I’m scared to test. No symptoms so I’m not optimistic.  I’m going to try to wait until Wed when I’ll be 13 DPO but I’ll probably cave and test tomorrow. 

Hugs to everyone out this cycle. 😔

I’m 10dpiui on Monday. Doc won’t let me POAS, so I will get a blood test Friday or Saturday.

I didn’t test. Chickened out. I also am spotting a little which is pretty normal a few days before my period shows up. Feeling disappointed. If I usually start spotting around 10 DPO does that mean I need progesterone? 

[katespade]

Feb 3, 2018 21:42:57 GMT -5 Jalapeñomel said:

Who’s left?

Me. I’m 9DPO, not planning to test until Saturday since that’s when AF is due to arrive.

[pickel]

I’m 10 dpo. I might test today but I will likely chicken out and test tomorrow or Tuesday instead.

[compassrose]

noodleoo it could. Talk to your OB and see if you can get your progesterone tested.

[pickel]

Two BFNs and temps aren’t rising. I’m pretty sure I’m out this month.

[Deleted]

PMS is gone but no period. I never thought I would mind not having a period this much. Before this year, I was never the person to take more than one test a cycle, and at that, I probably took like 3 in a year. I've taken 3 in the past month because of these stupid PMS style hormone fluxes.

[compassrose]

I’m sorry pickel.

[Jalapeñomel]

Feb 5, 2018 9:12:42 GMT -5 @opal said:

PMS is gone but no period. I never thought I would mind not having a period this much. Before this year, I was never the person to take more than one test a cycle, and at that, I probably took like 3 in a year. I've taken 3 in the past month because of these stupid PMS style hormone fluxes.

Where are you in your cycle? Do you get your period regularly? I see you've had a kid in the last 10 months, are you breastfeeding or have you gone off BC recently?

[katespade]

I'm sorry, pickel.

[Deleted]

Jalapeñomel: I'm still BFing, I know it's normal to not have your cycle back at this point. I've just been having increasingly worse PMS like hormone fluxes since 4-6 months PP so I'm cranky about being cranky for "no reason." I also technically had my first PP period when she was 2 months old due to a surgery (couldn't BF for a couple days) but I haven't had one since.
As for BC, we've been NTNP for various reasons. Since we're NTNP, I'm not expecting to be pregnant this soon (especially since I'm obviously not ovulating) but I like the certainty of a period. My PMS this time started with nausea, which was my first early pregnancy symptom with DD so I was convinced that I was pregnant.

[Jalapeñomel]

Feb 5, 2018 13:35:56 GMT -5 @opal said:

Jalapeñomel : I'm still BFing, I know it's normal to not have your cycle back at this point. I've just been having increasingly worse PMS like hormone fluxes since 4-6 months PP so I'm cranky about being cranky for "no reason." I also technically had my first PP period when she was 2 months old due to a surgery (couldn't BF for a couple days) but I haven't had one since.
As for BC, we've been NTNP for various reasons. Since we're NTNP, I'm not expecting to be pregnant this soon (especially since I'm obviously not ovulating) but I like the certainty of a period. My PMS this time started with nausea, which was my first early pregnancy symptom with DD so I was convinced that I was pregnant.

As I've gotten older and after having a kid, my period and PMS is a lot worse than it was 10 years ago.