Freak out with me? (Loss)

[seeyalater52]

I made a collage because I’m extra. Day 5pt on the left, day 6pt on the right.

[woowoo]

Nov 21, 2018 5:00:47 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

I made a collage because I’m extra. Day 5pt on the left, day 6pt on the right.

This made me laugh....."extra."  You may be extra, but you are also PREGNANT.  CONGRATS!!! 
Pee on all the sticks you want.  

[seeyalater52]

Nov 21, 2018 5:10:19 GMT -5 woowoo said:

Nov 21, 2018 5:00:47 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

I made a collage because I’m extra. Day 5pt on the left, day 6pt on the right.

This made me laugh....."extra."  You may be extra, but you are also PREGNANT.  CONGRATS!!! 
Pee on all the sticks you want.  

I just keep looking at them and freaking out a little! And crying. Hah. I had to look up how to make a photo collage online because even though I am a millennial and use words like “extra” I’m actually an old. 😂 I figure I can be as annoying as I want in my own BFP thread, right?

[🍍🍊pineappleorange🍍🍊]

Nov 21, 2018 5:11:39 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

Nov 21, 2018 5:10:19 GMT -5 woowoo said:

This made me laugh....."extra."  You may be extra, but you are also PREGNANT.  CONGRATS!!! 
Pee on all the sticks you want.  

I just keep looking at them and freaking out a little! And crying. Hah. I had to look up how to make a photo collage online because even though I am a millennial and use words like “extra” I’m actually an old. 😂 I figure I can be as annoying as I want in my own BFP thread, right?

Yes. It’s like the rules

[knx9211]

Yayyyy BFP buddy!!! This is so exciting. Congrats!

[knx9211]

Oh also you are allowed to pee on everything. I just found my October 2016 pic when I found out I was pregnant with DS and I had a full week of wondfos all lined up in a beautiful row. Watching the line get darker is fun, ok?!

[seeyalater52]

Nov 21, 2018 7:47:26 GMT -5 knx9211 said:

Oh also you are allowed to pee on everything. I just found my October 2016 pic when I found out I was pregnant with DS and I had a full week of wondfos all lined up in a beautiful row. Watching the line get darker is fun, ok?!

I’m totally going to be this person. It’s not insurance against anything but when you’re 3 weeks, 4 days pregnant (lol) what else can you even do? Maybe it’s like the one normal piece of this process we get to have. Gosh, I just want to be normal and have a sticky baby and finally get to take one home. I’m going to pee on everything and tape them to my journal (I’m doing wondfo too hahahaha) and make 100 photo collages!

Congrats to you too! ❤️

[scm1011]

There is definitely progression there, YAY!! Be as extra as you want, girl - we're all here for it!

[icedcoffee]

I'm so excited for you! Pee on all the things!!

Disclaimer in case 1 of them doesn't seem to get darker: They don't need to get darker. A positive is a positive. You're knocked up.

[seeyalater52]

Nov 21, 2018 8:20:01 GMT -5 icedcoffee said:

I'm so excited for you! Pee on all the things!!

Disclaimer in case 1 of them doesn't seem to get darker: They don't need to get darker. A positive is a positive. You're knocked up.

Intellectually I know this but I have POAS trauma from last time when the lines didn’t get any darker and then we lost it. I promise to try not to read too deeply into line darkness. I’m only 24 hours in and PGAL is already messing me up.

[icedcoffee]

Nov 21, 2018 8:22:49 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

Nov 21, 2018 8:20:01 GMT -5 icedcoffee said:

I'm so excited for you! Pee on all the things!!

Disclaimer in case 1 of them doesn't seem to get darker: They don't need to get darker. A positive is a positive. You're knocked up.

Intellectually I know this but I have POAS trauma from last time when the lines didn’t get any darker and then we lost it. I promise to try not to read too deeply into line darkness. I’m only 24 hours in and PGAL is already messing me up.

I totally understand.  I hope time flies until your beta so you can feel more comfortable! 

[stellelinds25]

I wish I could LOVE your posts...but instead I'll say it again....yayyyy!! You're pregnant

[FishChicks]

Yay, yay, yay! I know the PAL fears, but let me say if it doesn't seem to get darker from one day to the next, be patient. I drove myself crazy comparing day 1 v day 2 lines, but day 3 always showed a nice progression from day 1. Hoping time flies until beta!

[discobiscuit]

That's a beautiful line! I'm so thrilled for you.

We just moved and as I was cleaning out my vanity, I found a box under my sink full of all of my positive pregnancy tests. I had a nice little moment reliving the joy I felt seeing those positives after a 3 year struggle. I say pee on all the things.

[discobiscuit]

Nov 21, 2018 7:46:23 GMT -5 knx9211 said:

Yayyyy BFP buddy!!! This is so exciting. Congrats!

Also, did I read this right?!  YAY!!  I don't want to hijack this thread but I also didn't want to ignore this.  Congrats!

[pickel]

OMG OMG OMG!!! I need the "Its happening!" gif! It is definitely getting darker! I am so so happy for you!!!

[pickel]

knx9211, wait, did you get a BFP too?? Congratulations!!

[knx9211]

discobiscuit pickel - I did! Thank you!!

[EllieT]

Congrats!!!

I hope number 3 will be our lucky number too

[seeyalater52]

Nov 21, 2018 11:28:31 GMT -5 EllieT said:

Congrats!!!

I hope number 3 will be our lucky number too

Do you know when you plan to transfer yet? I will keep everything crossed for you!!

[EllieT]

Nov 21, 2018 11:39:19 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

Nov 21, 2018 11:28:31 GMT -5 EllieT said:

Congrats!!!

I hope number 3 will be our lucky number too

Do you know when you plan to transfer yet? I will keep everything crossed for you!!

No. The Letrozole cycle was a bust as I got my period right on time at 6dp5dt. So now I’m waiting for a call with my RE next Tuesday. Don’t think we will have time to do anything before Christmas unless they think an all natural cycle is OK and I happen to O in time before the Christmas closing.

But your BFP after FET#3 gives me hope.

[seeyalater52]

Nov 21, 2018 11:59:29 GMT -5 EllieT said:

Nov 21, 2018 11:39:19 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

Do you know when you plan to transfer yet? I will keep everything crossed for you!!

No. The Letrozole cycle was a bust as I got my period right on time at 6dp5dt. So now I’m waiting for a call with my RE next Tuesday. Don’t think we will have time to do anything before Christmas unless they think an all natural cycle is OK and I happen to O in time before the Christmas closing.

But your BFP after FET#3 gives me hope.

The timing of everything around the holidays with clinic closures is such a PITA. I hope your RE has a good plan for you moving forward. Honestly I feel like I so rarely saw people with success outside of the first or second transfer I started to get really freaking scared after my last FET failed. I’m glad this BFP is giving you some hope. ❤️

[cherryvalance]

Yesssss!!! I am so happy for you!!

[shoeless]

Yea! Definitely looks darker . So excited for you,,

[King26]

Congratulations! So exciting

[seeyalater52]

This morning the line was basically the same on FRER and now I’m freaking out and kind of hate myself for the daily testing.

The wondfo test was a tiny bit darker.

I’m 100% sure my urine was more diluted today because I drank a crap load of water before bed but I’m seriously getting flashbacks to last time we lost the pregnancy and it’s making me so worried.

[pickel]

So I know that lines don’t necessarily get darker every day but I have this exact same obsession with FRER, especially having a couple of chemical pregnancies. My last pregnancy, i tested with SMU and it made a difference. Can you forgo liquids and hold for 4 hours and try again?

[seeyalater52]

Nov 22, 2018 9:52:39 GMT -5 pickel said:

So I know that lines don’t necessarily get darker every day but I have this exact same obsession with FRER, especially having a couple of chemical pregnancies. My last pregnancy, i tested with SMU and it made a difference. Can you forgo liquids and hold for 4 hours and try again?

Ah yes, you know my neurosis. I did a second test with no liquids and a 4.5 hour hold and it is even lighter than the first one but I’m pretty sure it was even more diluted than the FMU. I just feel stupid - for testing, for caring whether it gets darker, for believing maybe this could be for real. Ugh.

So now I’m crying in bed while my wife cleans the house. Helpful.

[FishChicks]

No advice, just sending love and hoping for the best.

[icedcoffee]

Nov 22, 2018 9:37:26 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

This morning the line was basically the same on FRER and now I’m freaking out and kind of hate myself for the daily testing.

The wondfo test was a tiny bit darker.

I’m 100% sure my urine was more diluted today because I drank a crap load of water before bed but I’m seriously getting flashbacks to last time we lost the pregnancy and it’s making me so worried.

Guuuuurrrrllll!!! What did I tell you yesterday? LOL

These tests are yes or no tests. That’s all.

If it helps, my FMU tests were always light. Even at like 8 weeks. I got darker ones at night on like 1 hour urine. I really hope you can relax and enjoy the day with your wife. And I hope the time to Saturday afternoon flies by for you! Laughter is good for you right now. Maybe rent a good movie or play a fun game? Hugs!